Sadd|e

hmmm.. problems ~

2011-07-11T03:09:00.000+08:00

I'm surprise .. I finally did it ! lol ~ though it was quite a awhile ago but at least I do now wad does a"btm" feels and wad does a "top" feels ~ Hmmmm not that I regret . just it's nt as fun as the porn shows or how I think it will be~ it's kinda boring and little pure lust plus well ~ we dun really love each other anyways , it's just we are using each of us that's all .

haiz.. u are back .. welcome back ... thou I can't really bring mysel to talk to u . I know that u wanna talk to me to . alot . but I'm sorry . it's kind of u who create this drift . and thou I think u recover . but .. I can't go back le . cause him(d) is already my BFF le . if impossible for me to tear myself away from him just for u ..
u wanted a break from him to cleanse ur feeling and I'm the one stopping u . hence I cut of ties to let u move on you say u wanted .. how can u expect that bow u are back and I ignore (d) and go talk to u ?

hais ... a period of heart hurtage is coming ~

Mayb I shld invest in gym membership and follow my frens to gym to lose my weight ! then it be easier for my to do a lot stuff using my look ! haha

hais ... I'm sorry for mistreating u (b) I know among all cliques I treated u the worse sometimes well that's because I kinda likes u a bit too :p Thats y ! but now u are leaving le ! 3 more days and u shall leave for Penang for good ! hais .. let's hope we can fly high before we reach 30s !!

Willie session

2011-04-26T08:53:00.000+08:00

did I ask him , as expected ! he wanted , but I just can't bing myself to love it ~ sorry guess it's just me ~ as in my problem not urs ~ it doesn't help the fact that u keep trying to test me ~ u shld throw out all
to catch me I might still b moved ~ but u didn't .. u just keep testing as if i'm dumb .. I just isn't say ! kissed em (d) twice ! ;p 1 was indirectly thou ;p passing of pic thru mouth ! thx to natic ! :p 2 nd time I jus kisses him
on the cheek ! apparently he really scare geraint ! cause he pushed ger away but nt me !! :p hais ... physco ! pervert ! how can I b happy after doing this !! really worry the crush will drop too deep !! hais .. working later ! short week too ! cause ytd leave ! haha ! anyways ! nights !

RwBn ~

hmmm..love rants

2011-04-12T07:28:00.000+08:00

haiz .. I really want a lover to hug and play ard ~ why is it so hard !! can I try willy? mayb he will cherish me even thou I doubt so ~
let's try ? the most it ends
up with fun only loh ~ he zhuan dao !
hmm .. ok !
let's try
asking him out !

just rawbean or just nth ?

2011-04-10T02:45:00.001+08:00

robin or nth ? I got no idea ... pls explain y ppl add me as a frens ? I got no idea ~ haiz ... no mood to explain .. just wanna rant !! neck pain~ sianz ... stupid Benji ...

escapade always fail due to ...

2011-04-06T07:56:00.000+08:00

fail again cause he talks ..
wad the hell is wrong !!!
I dun Noe what's wrong with him !
am I too annoying ?
am I too sticky ?
did I do anything to pissed em off ?
hais ... talking to em is so awkward ~
why so ? it's feels like we are both faking nth happen ! but this prove something happened !! is it me or em ???
I realli got no idea !! and that idiot at fault decides nt to reply my SMS !
suan le ... for all I care ..

tired & dozed off million times @ work
Sadd|3 ~

too much Dr.Hse ?

2011-04-05T07:38:00.000+08:00

is it that I'm watching much house serious that I'm trying to diagnose myself or is that my depression or wadeber it is , is coming back !
arghhh !
it took me 3 months even when I know of my conditions to cure myself !
and now it's coming back ! slowly but definitely ! wth is wrong with me !
I'm getting easily agitated for nth !! and I feel restless just because I'm doing nth !!
arghhh god ! I hate myself !
I've been lacking myself slack so much ! why !!! I dun understand !!
I must get my dance routine back !! after back tracking , I'd realized that those random dancing and shaking is what 's maintaining my weight last time ! since that's the only so called exercise that I have , so it must b ? but my room dun have much space for movement !!!

haiz !!! life sucks !!!
DES suddenly stop replying msg ,
am I too irritating !?!?
or am u thinking too much !?!?!

Dal doesn't seems to pose any problems anymore !

my Tao Hua yun keeps bringing me ppl who want fun !! I dun want !!! arghhh !
why does anyone I like , likes me back !! hais !!! I hate myself more now .. lazy .. fat ... irritating ... useless ... always angry !!!!! .. kinda pathetic !

drugged and eye pained ,
Sadd|3 is back !

crush and lust ?

2011-03-10T08:26:00.000+08:00

hais .. this sux .. I keep thinking I like des .. but this dal came
along and smile so cutely and sheepishly at me sometimes . omg .. so am I lusting for des and having a crush for dal ! or am I lusting for both or Cushing on both ? hais ... perverted me eh .....

slpy and lethargy me .
12 29 .
nights ....

A new start ~

2011-02-14T08:24:00.000+08:00

digusting ~ that the word I can only think of to describe myself ....
hate been fat .. but somehow all the procrastination and laziness make me even bugger size....

now now this is a new year !
I wanna have a new start this
2011 v. dae .
I will now start to slowly make effort .

1st the food
- will try to eat on fruit after 6 pm
2nd the move
- will try to go swim more even
if I'm alone !!
3rd the study
- will start studying once my story book is finish .

let's start by all this !
for my bday ~ genting .. I doubt ...
my teeth .. nah better save
money for MDIS .
as usual ...
let's hope I strike ToTo ..
then I will use the money for
weight lose plus study plus mayb a 2nd hand car ~

tired / insomnia / disgusted / disappointed
Lae ~

hurts ~

2011-01-08T08:59:00.000+08:00

princess attitude ... can u imagine having such frens ......
such frens are ppl who acompany u .. lend u and treat u dozen of stuffs ~ who forgive u tons of times ... such fren ..... u dun even feel the least guilt towards mr and u dare to say this ... that sheep ~ are u happy now ? u lead to all this ... by the time my bdae comes ... I cfm I will meet most of them last then trice a month ... and remember u cause this to happen cause u decide to fall in lobe with a
fren in the same clique ! like wj likes .....

hurt and sicked
me .. just me ...

chest pain

2011-01-06T17:02:00.001+08:00

it's kinda pathetic ... I'm having chest pain but there's no one i can tell ... mayb no one will care also ... well at least I van tell to my blog !!!! which no one is reading so ~ no need ppl care !!! weeeee ~

chest pained ,
Rob ~

chest pain

2011-01-06T17:02:00.000+08:00

can't believe

2011-01-04T01:58:00.000+08:00

hah... u actually says that ! thou i can't believe but u did .. its on the facebook for the world to see .. cold blooded indeed ... and u jayden Ng ! I'm petty ! of course to u . a person totally of no use to me dont even want to find a
part time job . everyday only think about breaking up and attching a
stupid relationship and borrowing money . u already borrowed till u got no shame just open mouth can Liao ! how much do u own me .. remeber ? how many times have u hurt mi .. remember ? hah of course not .. u need to save ur memories for all ur useless bf wad !

yang ! either u remeber or not / regret or not ... I won't forgve u Liao ...
mayb u won't need it anyways ... everyone is indepensible ain't it !!!
it's just time for me to go ...

....,
me.

when u back .. I tot it's a chance ...

2011-01-03T11:48:00.000+08:00

I tot when u back .... u might help me recover form this shit ... but instead u got on the steps that Ivan took ... broke this friendship ... dissappointed in u .. really .. I swear I really dont think I did anything that wrong ... but u have to do those me ... what's our status Noe .. I got no ideas ... if u wan to break a
friendship with me .. at least delete me from facebook .. like desmond !!! not like this .. hanging hwre ... wad akward ... thx .. the heart I closed after Ivan .. u was let in ... now .. it's even more heavily scar-Ed that before ....

really speechless and Emoed ,
signed ,
just me .....

its beginning to b hard to take it ~

2010-12-19T22:04:00.001+08:00

seriously , trying to admit I might b fallen to depression or adjustment illness is just me getting desperate
knowing I can't really stop is anymore ~
but no one in my family can understand me anymore as much as me to them to me . kinda sad ...
and recently this action .... however much I b trying to reason with myself it's ok ... it got worse ... .. i dun even feel like staying in this Hse anymore .... seriously ..... I dun find anywhere I belong or I can fit in bah ~ ....

signed ,
mentally and
physically exhausted mi
Rob Taner JQ ~

it beginning to b hard to take it

2010-12-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

emo yet again ~

2010-12-13T17:30:00.000+08:00

seems like the righteous me I always think I am is fake huh ? i alway think that I'm in the light but I think
I just came to realize , I'm in the grey areas .. and worse .... the grayness
is becoming darker and darker beyond my control .

knowin it now is already kinda too late ... as much as I scare lonelyness , I realize I created the perfect atmosphere to breed it .

now I'm kinda drifting away from everyone ... family and frenz and relative alike ~
I dunno how long I can last feeling like a zombie but I think think it will take long to kill mi if I dun act on some preventive acts .. but I am really too un motivated to start ......

2011 is coming .. I hope my new resolution for the year can b reach .. and I'm going to start by cooking Korean healthy lunch for a starts !
I wanna slim down ... since I ain't
appreciated when I'm a Chub ... then I shall slim down and take a little
revenge ... mayb 1 of the reason I become darker is because I self proclaimed I'm lucifer ? anyways , since I have the power of dark . might as well use it to prevent being used by it !!

rawr !!!!
the freaking gray and confused,
rawbean signed off
13122010 937am
at work desk ~

zzzz mh just dun understand

2010-10-16T11:40:00.000+08:00

hais . why do I like so many ppl ~ but lucky it's not love !!! sianz ~ stupid mh , apb ,jayden , clemt, Benji haf to ruin the perfect night ~ hais ! was prepared to go club de la ~ or at least can fetch a ride go home ..now spend 10 to travel maxwell den come back I like .... lame la !!!! hais zzzzzz can I just get attch pls ~ mayb I shld giv him chance eh ~ sianz ... wadever la ...

gonex
signed
rob the emo freak ~

isolated

2010-10-03T03:37:00.000+08:00

care abt ppl .. my fault .. nvr care my fault .. follower my fault .. planner my fault ... dun wann do something my fault ... wanna do something my fault ... too high my fault ... emo my fault ... I dun Noe what's my credit anymore ...

Signed
Robin
waited 2 hrs at tiong bah plaza while tickets being wasted away mood went away too ...

hmm

2010-09-27T06:10:00.000+08:00

ytd .. hmm everything was good ... even my mood ! from head to start ~ haha ah boy mi to fake as his bf .. thou i know it means nth la ... but I like His company :( .. makes mi feel like there's someone looking for mi whatever I'm doing including when I'm dancin ~ smoothing my frend nvr really did b4 .. think I show them a too independent side of me bah ~ haiz ... makes mi feels like getting a bf more but ... I'm unwanted watt to do~ .... very slpy now Zzz wondering us it the Martel u drank or I'm Just very tired .. hais toopid yang .. called mi at 2pm+ just to quarrel wif mi ~ haiz ... ma fan ar !!!!!
wadever !!

signed off
lob
my bed
1016

life sucks

2010-09-23T00:01:00.000+08:00

sianz zz after finally got a perm job . thought things might settle down . but dum Noe why .. the jobs is so unstable everyday ~ got mi so stress ~ berry sianz and staring comp whole day is realli tiring !!!

hmmm a lot happen recently arh .. finally I can blog
using my iPhone le . at least this is a
way of letting my steam off bah ~

any way the fact that jayden himself so scared of mi saying he got DES den change le ~ means he really changed le ~ like yang say~ everyone will change de mahs ~

haiz true true ~ and e
fact of this means by very soon very soon ~
I need to start the project Isolation ~

bin ~
4.05
office

no longer need any answer from u

2009-04-19T23:13:00.002+08:00

i dun understand and yet i realli dun felt like understanding
u already ... its ok if u dun wanna answer anymore...
i asked u once...
i asked u twice ...
u never give mi an answer str8 forward..
i dun noe wad u are trying to do ...
if u can help .. just sae no ...
if u fun wan help just sae no...
i dun need an explanation ..
i just want a reply.. and yet u cant gib mi ...
u can ask mi so many stupid question '
yet u can gib mi a reply.. wad do u expect mi to sae ..

i'm old enough and i'd proven myself to b different from him..
cant trust mi.. den forget it..
think that i cant do it ... den forget it ..
but all i wanna is a yes or no ..

disappointing but nvm .. i'll count on myself from now on ...
just because they are stupid.. doesnt mean i will b too ..
just b cause they DUN wanna TRUST mi doesnt mean i cant b trusted ..
its ok ...

this morning and now.. .. its realli very dissappointing in wadever
HAPPENS.... if u cant take mi as an adult
then forget it...
i'm 21..
and i M ABLE to make decision fer myself le...
so nvm le...

thanks everyone.. had taken 2 blows to my hearts ok ..
but its ok.. i will just treat it as i had take cpr
twice .... so .. ok....nvm ..
nth else... rest early nights ..

sadded lae

Great !!! from being stupid , now i'm a clown !!

2009-02-10T21:04:00.003+08:00

how clever of u huh. .since u are so clever.. why bother bout
my blog and even reading it huh.. clever boi.. ya i;m dumb so wad..
so clever and good hearted of u to come to care fer this loner huh
oh wells ... i am loner after all aint it huh.. who asked to even
talk to mi in ite.. since u are so happy with those others ppl .. why
bothered to join my and claudia group huh..
and later on ... zhi min and maddie and enxi ..
i kinda believe i was with them 1st huh..
so much 4 being so good to mi huh ..

oh ya.. i so believe dun understand that ben .. duh !!
u really think my iq as low as u not to realise anything
happening beside u affecting mi.. ur pathetic..
wow.. so now is cause of u "i got so many frenZ huh "

ok .. Tell them to stop talking to mi then..
dun worries.. i rather b a loner to care bout ur
stupid problems anymore ..

ya . so sad i LOVE ASS+ U - ME dun worri ..
i LOVE and LIKES to assume anything..
but if u got enuff iq..
that calls different difination to everyone 1??
assuming.. ya hella is
that just great..
and yeah i love playing the sims..
cant i even complain bout my fucking life
in my damned fucking blog bout my mood..
do i need ur comments and did i even asked u to see??
duh !!

i'm a clown .. yeah i love being clown
so stop from now on dun even bothered letting ppl noe
u noe mi kays??? and sorri fer embarassing u and ruining
ur dumb reputation wif A CLOWN like mi hor !!

and hella yeah i WILL move out dun worries ..
at least i haf enough fiancial control over my life now
not like some ppl .. !!

great that u dun care anymore.. haha
isnt that great.. !!!

hella wad a joke

2009-02-09T21:42:00.002+08:00

well wad a joke ...

1st ...

yeah I'm talking bout you glad u noe it..

2nd ..
who e hell says I'm going to end my life..
life's bleak but not ending yet without u going 1st..
no worries

3rd ..

jealous??? wad e hell.. dun make mi luff..
"in camp and busy being a happy mess boy?"
1st i dun wanna go back to camp life ..
2nd messboy.. just kill mi.. i rather tat e license in
my wallet now

4th ..

"did i heard about someone giving chances to talk or something like that?

hmmm, what lair"

oh wells.. so u didn't noe.. wad a good way of denial.. great..
so wad.. do i haf to post commercials?? like somewhere in orchard
up on those so called flat screen tvs on building ??
just because u are so hung up and dun think bout it
doesnt mean its my fault..

e last sms i sms u that time was dun regret !!!
(this isnt e chance! in case u misunderstand again sayings it my fault AGain)
and happy fer u tat obvious u aint regreting.. so its alright fer mi ..
jealously is so not in mi no worries ..

5th thing..

asking someone out is so my problems.. do i need to haf ur permission ..
and who cares who u are... duh!!... wad are u ??
a piece of flesh ?? undead??? i dun noe .. need check on dictionary on that
...

6th ....

"i never treated you as some funny asshole who is useless to me, i treated you like a best friend, but then again, i wanna thank you being being such a bitch sometimes."

oh u are so welcome.. thanks fer treating mi as a farnie arsehole *
as u had just mentioned and dun mention a word bout
best frenz when u dun noe wad i think thanks ..
and btw if ur definition of best frenZ is like e quote of "soul eater "
den dun bothered... if that's e kind of best frenz u are looking fer..
well.. u got a hella lots of them .. so b happy I'm not 1 of them ..

* tats word u use when u think u said i'm not.. but obviously..
in e psychologist term this word that u think.. is wad u tot of mi as
... "an adjective to describe mi "

7th ..

"
are you trying to escape from the ~~ world you steped into? "

ya i might who noes .. why ?? do i need a permission from u ?
when u dun even know wad i'm going thru and wass happening ??
believe mi.. u dun hella have even e briefiest idea of everything..

8th...

"and your new name? i'll give it to you. Ben Tan Jun Quan, Robin"

er HEllo.. i've no need fer that.. i haf enuff names
hence.. ben.. save it fer urself..
how does ben lim jun wei ivan sounds?? sound b nice to u huh ..

9th ..

"think about it. there are many things that you have done in your life but what made you someone?"

ya am still thinking wad made mi someone...
erm hello.. i dun get it..
my mum??? cause she gib birth to mi ?? Duh!!...

10th..

thanks a lot huh.. fer lending mi 4 years to waste ur time as a
funny asshole..
didnt noe i got a ass face.. "wad a word of expression "
no worries.. i said it and it b it..
this is all my fault that i brought it upon myself...
and
yes i'm e one who ended this frenship...
dun worries i will help u wif ur stupid denial since
u dun realli haf e roughest idea of wad happen ..
no problems.. all shall b mi..
c'mon anyway who cares huh ...

no ones mes around wif mi when they think they can go
pissed mi off and when they are happy and they come
back asking ppl TO talk TO HIM.. ..
who am i.. ?? some kind of senseless person ??
a person who haf no controls over his mind??

dun worries.. u b e right ones.. and pls tell ian
to stop it .. u shld noe wad i mean ..
btw.. tell mi if u cant understand this..
thou i cant garantee i will explain ..

Robin
with e courtesy to reply ~~

...sadd|3 's back againz.

2009-02-08T23:58:00.002+08:00

recently a lot had been happening..
i don't know why ...
but its affecting mi a lot like someone says..
thou i says i cant b bothered.. but e fact remains
unchanged i've become weird

call me a bastard or what . i don't
wanna care cause i think i really had enough

ya .its my fault that i wanna things to end up
like that.. but tell mi ..
what uses is it that every time we go out
as a group together . i will become emo cause
of something you did unknowingly and I'm
keeping it myself so as not to spoil e whole group
mood but i still become emo and in e end..
its spoils every thing in another way..
whats e use of it..

ya.. forgive and forget..
everyone says it.. but who forgets..
forgiving is easy... but forgetting ??

"best frenZ " this word is too over rated to b use .

i don't even know what to do now..
i said b4.. I'd changed to being very indecisive nowadays
and now even worse.. i don't even know wad e
hell i want anymore..

I'm just a guy wanting to enjoy life while I'm
still young when i had miss out on my fun
when i should have started earlier ..

whats wrong with trying to plan things earlier..
and
whats wrong with getting disappointed
but no one understand ..

ya you don't know wad happen to me..
but i don't know either...

emo and moody is e new me yet I'm
trying to crack jokes and laugh in front of people
to let them thinks I'm alright ..

hey.. I'm not alright at all..
reasons??
i don't even know...

I'm starting to think i shouldn't have step into
this world.. as in THE world of ~~~

its a damned of stress in my life now.. and i
don't know how to get it now..
...
is it me giving myself all e stupid
stress to future like i did b4 ??
i don't know...

frenZ... cant even says this to them.. why ??
cause i don't wanna bothered people anymore ..

why waste people time when yours are so wasted
..
future seems so bleak ...
and
my mind 's so damned moody ..

depressing againz,,

2009-02-04T23:32:00.002+08:00

well..been waiting so called fer this time to come..
my contract..
which i hear say ..
den pay 's still 6/h
GOT 1.5 after office hour and sat
and 2X on sundae

but when i took a glimpse at my letter
it seems otherwise ...

it doesnt saes anything...
but 1 thing i saw seems pretty wrong
its seems to based on month and no longer hours
as so ..
it wrote ..
1k/month fer weekdaes and office hours 0830 to 1730

but minus e 30mins lunch break as like now..
my freaking pay was onli 5.8 onli.. no longer de 6dollars

and e time where i ot.. seems to just barely a litle higher
den my normal pay.. so ..why must i go into contract..
which had an additional of
2 weeks notice b4 i can cancel contract..

wth.. doesnt it just make my life worse... sianZation ..
i kinda hate this job more and more liao ..

and dun noe wazz up wif my colleague lawerence..
seems so attitude towards mi nowadaews.. wonder wad
i did to pissed him off since i bout 2 weeks
plus nvr come over reagents..
except this 2 daes... zzzzzzzzzz sianZ...
life doesnt keep gettings better after ns ...
it got worse.. and veri worse in fact.. !!

depression mood steps to 6th daes..

2009-01-23T10:38:00.003+08:00

dun understand... how can a person
older me still cant think properly..
why cant he just find a balance between
chasing a girl and family...
why must everytime he got a gf...
he will do such stupid things...
human...
wadever...

cny... will b e time to step out
of my depression...
todae.. took a leave ..
ltr going to meet ru to go out find a shorts
fer my cny clothes..
hmm.. hope i can find a good 1..
overall..
needa find a pair of jeans..
and 1 pair of shorts
and 1 shirt/tshirt/top etc etc ~~

hope go enuff money... sianZ..
y e pay always so fuck tub..
perm staff need money.. temp staff dun need??
wtf...
wad course so i go fer.. ???
shatec??? theres one admission in july..
which ish kinda perfect..
but going fer that means i b stuck fer 3 years..
its full time... no part.. time...
most of e pastry/baking course at 3 years and full time..
kinda boring u noe.. 3 years... wad a lot of time.. wasted..
haiZ.. finish i b 24 le.. so damned old... haiz...
shld i go fer it ???
stress !!...

i hate this life ...
thou ppl sae..
no matter wad happen ..
life and times still pushes u forward
cause world wun stop spinning fer u
and time wun stop moving fer u ..
since u haf to go thru .. might as well
b happy .. not sad.. since life's so short..

but.. hard to ... depression kicks in ..

well..

2008-12-30T20:16:00.002+08:00

hm.. life getting on pretty well after army...
great jobs... great frenz...
great outing...
great memories... great clubbing sessions ..

well. everything been good...
cept my license haven get.. why so long freak !!
help???
hmm.. called back to ask my bao bei fer help le..
promised mi will get his bro and anslem to
find out fer mi.. good huh
haha...

hmm.. am i changin ???
for better fer worse???
hmm... hope i am still mie..
cause recently .. i seems to find out
tat i am like kinda losing myself
.. isnt direct.. e wae i always
do my thing ???

like direct answer...
direct reject ...
direct shoot....

but seems tat... my heart had gotten too
soft fer all those.... this ish bad ...
aint it ???
well at least i think they are bad... hmm...

and thing to stimulate e heart to make it
stronger ???

hmm.... still dun haf time to go make my spec..
white plastic and red metal haha...

contact lense... well still dun dare to use
haha dun noe why.. hmm.... c yaz ard !!!

oie peepz

2008-12-25T17:00:00.003+08:00

well. .am back from my kl trip...
overall rated...
fun ..
not enuff time...
not enuff money...
buy not enuff things ...

well.. lets sae its a great experience
dat u wun get if u dun try
to go out wif ur good frenZ..
hmm..

dun noe wad to sae...
well e damn camera gave me probls
onli can take using my hp camera...
onli 3.2 mega pixel.. so dun expct so much ..
will b uploading it by tml bah i tihnk haha..
cause am still lazy..
hmm... not sure later will b meeting ivan them a not..
see how lar..
got a bit of pressie fer a lot ppl...

for ivan.. ian.. daryl .. josh .. puppy..
my elder and smaller bro and my mum ..

well a lotsa fer myself haha and i realise am
getting in lvoe wif burlberry LOL... shit ass..
its a expensive brand.. how ar.. haha ...
hmm....
btw.,. thanks to chun hao .. james.. clement..
judi ... zhi min ...xue ping.. evan ..
for wishing mi xmas ytd ..

hmm...

tats about all fer now bah .. haha .. c yaz all ard

tired !!

2008-12-20T22:57:00.002+08:00

recently.. veri tired...
like last sundae.. party till 3 plus slp..
and wake up at 6plus
to work.. den .. fridae also
work whole dae and den go celebrate clement
birthdae and reached home around 3 plus and
wake up and 6 plus to work todae....
hmm.. after work at 2.30... went home..
change and met ian,james,aL and ivan
at cathay... and drama started.. til lwe went home..
that so wadever la.. cant b bothered !! ..

i just dun understand !!!

2008-11-11T23:44:00.002+08:00

wass up with parents nowadaes... why are they so weird ...
just because they ownself dun like night life..
their son cant haf night life????.. fucking freakZ...
i'm fucking 20.. i can take care of myself...
am i always back safety as i promised ??
its not like everytime i go out..
will haf problems or wad right.... duh !!!
why why why.. must u all care so much ..
i only freaking 20 yo leh.. u ask mi
ur bro stop le.. when are u stopping...
... c'mon.. freak u la..
he startr at 16,17 plus leh.. now 23 den stop..
i fucking start at 18?? and didnt really
keep going till now..?? duh!!...
its my starting and u ask mi when i'm ending..
freak.. how old are u and mi le..
why cant u just shut e fuck up and go and slp...
so wad i came back on 3 plus at sun and 3 plus at
mondae.. so wad... am doing different thing right..
why e fuck i cant go OUT at night when clubbing is at night
and my frenZ are onli free to go kbox at night...
wad do u expect of mi...
i already waste my youth in camp and at home when i was young le leh..
ppl started going out with fren at wad age .. mi leh??
i already late le.. wad do u stil lexpect of mi ..
its just going out.. not as if i anyhow spend then keep
borrowing from u or wad..
e one dun noe how to manage hismoney is my bro leh.. not
mi leh.. since i go in ite i start working for myself le
wad u expect.. why u always dun noe how to control
urself...
why do i haf to follow every of ur wish ...
are u forcing mi to move out so u can stop
bothering urself wif my night life...
I JUST LOVE CLUBBING .. wad to u expect mi to do ??
u can.. u go change clubbing time to afternoon lor..
i b sure to stay home at night everydae if u can...
but u cant right u freak !!!! ...
do wad rights do u haf to ask mi that...

when u come near with tat fucking smile.. i knew
something was up againZ....

why cant u just dun bother wif us ... i realli
dun understand explain please???
u dun like u expect i dun like...
if my early sec sch yaers u didnt bother mi ..
mayb i wun b so lonely..
mayb i wun b so loner..
mayb i wun b more outgoing..
mayb i wun get misunderstand by others..
mayb .. mayb ...
but .. it doesnt matters any more.. its too late u noe...
haiZ.....
mayb i be learning dancing like tae yang or jiyoung
mayb i b learning hip hop or popping
....
if onli if u dun b bother so much ...

why must u keep thinkin tat going out late is bad..
is dun noe how to think ..
is wasting time...
is turn bad/hooligans etc etc...

that is a fucking stupid theory u noe that.. u noe ??
its just going out late.. its not like i'm out late
setting up fires to ppl hse.. or going geylang
or helping loan sharks or wad shits...
i'm just going to kbox or dancing...
is it so bad...
...
i just wanna freedom...
i'm freaking 20
and nearly out of ns..
if i can survive ns.. wass there outside i cant survive
..?
e politics??? dun owrry i had a lot in my camp ..
wass more ??? e ppl... dun worri i got high eq..
wass more... ??? tell mi please??? explain??? define ???

just why i can go out late.. arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate my life.. ... dun make mi hate euuuuuuu

dont u just feel tat u are fortunate now??
cause i dare sae .. now of ur son
are turning bad now... including royston
and his even in express... wad do u still wan
.... roger got's a good job..
and mi coming out of ns soon...
so wass up with u..
i noe according ur age..
u shld b menopausing .. but cant u just control
urself... its realli fucking unreasonable for u
to keep controling mi like roger u noe..
so wad if u let roger freedom and he goes amok..?
i'm am MI FUCKING ROBIN TAN .. NOT ROGER TAN ..
CANT U JUST FUCKING TRUST MI...
EVERTIME U SAE GOT U DID...
DEN WAD IS THIS ....

u actually ask mi when am i going to stop my
night life activities...
arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u fucking pissed mi off up and down ..
i realli never going to talk to u soon ..
everydae onli angry for small little things...
whenver u are...
u how old le... still think u small kids meh
u are fucking near 50 u noe.. ???
u noe???

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

ivans birthdae!!!

2008-11-07T13:59:00.000+08:00

lol.. let's take about ytd 1st bah.. whole dae at home
play comp den last min decide to go ivan hse
cause i wanted learn how to use R4
cause just bought a r4 for my lit bro ..
lol... so went to his hse.. den settle it and
last min decide to waste
a movie (REC) with luke and virgil??
(new frenz intro by ivan yet again ahaha )
den after that took mrt and us home... hmm..
went home.. dl some song den went to slp le..
morning wake up at 7 plus to search e route from dxo
to plus.. since am going down straight to plus to meet him .
after my unit aniversary at dxo ...
those nsf bastards .. promised st james.. turn to dxo... zzz
useless freak!!!.. some more no details given out.. dun noe
wass e programmes about... onli noe haf to
reach there around 1830
... sianZ.. thou i can jolly dun go cause my
mam wun haf a chance to scold mi
but i intended to go to see those "frenZ" ,
"bros " , "bao beis"
and "some backstabber" last time..
cause i \noe after ord i wun realli
meet them anymore unless on e street ..
cause that's wad always happen
like bmt.. after bmt .. promise will meet..
but always cant get e right time. .
and in e end ... lost contacts.. etc etc etc...
haiZ.. .anyway am xi guan le..
lol.. doesnt matter mi that much afterall le.. now...
hmm...
anyway.... later meet jesse den go down together..
den after that
i go to take bus 608 to china town area.. .
den walk to plus.. hope i
wun lsot my way LOL.... am a realli no
direction of guy haha ...
hmmm.. den after that depends on ivan le ..LOl..
hope he b happy bah.. no bitch or bastard disturb la. ...
lol hope he dun see tat frog.. and btw...

hope my pay comes in at 11pm den i will haf
a lot freedom le.
haha.. btw am going to make a new specs ...
shld i go for blue or red???
comfirm not white or blk haha... hmm...
still dun noe wad course am i going for ...
and stil cant find a part time job now..
and stil ldun noe shld i go batam a not..
cause i seriously think going there is a waste of time ..
but they realli expect mi to go. .and if i dun go .. is
like veri shao xin... is beri sianZ de lor ....
and i still dun noe how to celebrate my 21st
birthdae nxt year.. haiZ..
shld i go fer exp or cheap ?? shld i go fer buffet or BBQ ...
shld i go for aloha or downtown east..
shld i haf 2 diff celebrate or 1... ARGH!!!...
i hate being moneyless...
i must save my 1st 10k by 22 and 1st 100k by 30
lol... thou is sae must ... but doesnt mean will
achieved bah ..ahah
see how bah.... life's will go on..sun will set..
world will still turn even if i cant make it haha...
c yaz .. !!! let's haf fun at Dxo / PLus together !!!

hmm..

2008-11-05T12:31:00.001+08:00

well.. mondae night suppose to go in camp but called sir
for permission to bookin on tues morning cause
was invited to eugeniaz 's surprise birthdae BBQ ...haha..
she was realli shocked
and her shocking face was veri farnie haha ....

anyway ...

after BBQ-ing .. chat chat till 3am plus ...
den went home to find my camp pass..
just remeber after chatting 1/2 way tat my
camp pass i dun remeber i throw where
lol...
den in e end is inside that jeans tat i book out from..
LOL.... found... den went to upload some
songs up to my psp and my mp3 ..den .. went to slp
at around 4 plus.. den 6 plus wake up took a taxi back
camp ... change and went to fall in..
LOL... i was quite welcome by everyone huh.. LOL...
seems that everyone miss mi huh...
tats great lol... and i gave e pork floss to mam and
jesse... and they all like it.. great ..
lucky i gave e correct thing ... LOL..
ytd e whole dae i was like.. hiding here and there....
smoking(run off) here and there.. so ppl cant
find mi to do things.. cause they are reali short
handed that 5 person all clear leave
@ once ... den a lot details now.. hence they also got
no choice ... see ppl wanna grab..
lol.. so much as i wanted to help them..
i was realli tired since i onli slpt 2 hours plus i
injured my left ankle... so.. sorry lol...
keep smoking away to hide with ppl who wun ask
mi do jobs.. .. and until after fall out.. pass all e
off and leave form to my mam to sign ..
lol... and den .... she signed straight awae..so ..i'm free
till ord LOL.. except fer e
needs to need to go back fer clearance form and some FFI ..
but its alright .
lol.... who cares ... ORD LOH!!!!

hmm.... this fridae is actually quiter busy .. cause ..
needa go for my dental FFi
in e morning den .. evening go to DXO for my unit
anniversary (Tpt Hub West)
needa reach there at 1830 .. till about 2130 den finished...
hmm..... sianZ... cause actually after that shld b
going down to PLUS to meet ivan
to celebarate his birthdae but.. suddenly pop out a duty
ytd afternoon tat is on e FRIDAE .. THIS FRIDAE....
zzzzzzzzzz .... so now.. dun noe how le...
quite bored !!!! ... anyway my saturdae are booked ... ... sorry
guys.. LOL.... hmm.....
am at home now.. trying to ask everyone to help mi find a job.. ..
but dun noe why i'm so unlucky... .. cause i dun noe how i
injured my ankle.... its just hurt it self... feel like its e
bone.... mayb i gota fractured bone ??
LOL...who cares... am.. tryin to rest it.. let it recover
so tat it wun bother mi when im going to clubbing some
times this week ??
hehe .... i just love clubbing..... ..
but stayin at home is realli bother.. even if i on
computer i also dun noe wad i need to do ..... cause..
anime dun upload so fast.. like 1 week 1 episode...
so even i am chasing 5 anime .. its still veri slow..
old anime .... the links are weak.. still till crazy .... haiZ.....

lol ps !!

2008-11-03T16:10:00.001+08:00

ok.. now am lazy to edit pictures to post here.. but i had already
uploaded most of it in my facebook so head over and see if u wan bah !!
LOL...

i'mma back from thailand !!

2008-11-03T13:10:00.000+08:00

yo!!! everyone ..i'mma back from thailand bangkok ..
wahahahahZ.... 0.o|||
anyway ...overall its enjoyable la... except tat stupid budget
plane... please..
take jetstar asia nxt time.. tiger airways ...realli..
so damned cheapo look..
somemore i dun like their attitude and more imptly..
their air stewardess ..
not nice looking... hmm...

anyway ... spend a total of 600++ Sing dollars.... lol..
and i still left abt 100 plus of sing dollars and 5k of thai baht
of e total 1k sing dollars i borrowed from my dad .. li hai bah LOL..
anyway.. brought a lot things.. hmm.. always buy something for
frenZ around mi.. lol.. so those who recieved something from mi
rembmer u are counted as my ReaL frenz liao hor.. lol..
a present for u as i really had tot of u all while i was in thai ..
lol.. wonder got ppl still remeber mi.. since i dissappeared fro 1 week..
lol... hmm...
brought a lot t-shirts... key chains... 3shorts ,
slippers , watches ,
1 x baileys irish cream , 1 x piggy earphones ,
2 x diff color bag
and some food .. lol...
hmm..
took few pics... will upload it soon.. when i not lazy..
hmm....
mayb later b4 i book in bah lol....

c yaz around !!!

SianZational Feelings ....

2008-10-24T13:13:00.001+08:00

lol.. another post cause i too bored .. .not onli mie...
seems that our ivan lim in camp also bored huh.. still use msn
in camp to chat wif mi huh .. but e most word we type
ish "bored" & "sianZ " pathetic huh ... lol...
boring.. life realli sux!!... in camp ..
wanna go home use comp..
when using comp... dun noe wad to do wif it..
lol kinda weird right.. but ya thats mi ... LOL....
cause too free.. since ireach home mondae night..
from tues till now.. fridae.. i haven went any where..
wole dae at home.. e most is go downstair haf dinner..
tats all.... e poor comp.. when i wake up ..on till i go slp .. lOL..
no wonder my mum always saes when i come back the electric bills
rise.. not my fault wad.. i go out u sae go out so much.. den i stay home...
onli can use comp.. so dun blame mi haha.. no choice... LOL..
li hai bah .. i can use comp whole dae.. dun ask mi i use wad...
i also know .. LOL.. too pro le.. lol

hmm.... ivan ..
i go ur POll le.. lol... and above all.. i serious think that it feels
more worth it.. since u like cdm so much lol...
den according ur poll.,. it got all u wan..
u wan chalet .. got ...
u wan bar.. got ...
u wan club .. also got..
lol freakin 3 in 1... so worth it
aint it LOL... ps.. veri bored lol.... but quite real la i think lol..
and if u wanna go chalet .. my mindset is.. downtown better..
cause go out onli got food/cinemas/entertainment like pool, escape ,
ww wet.. and ben and jerry .. LOL... so its better compare to
chervon.. cause chevron got nth.... okay la.. if u wan drink BEER
its cheaper lor... mayb got karaoke lor.. thats all... den go where???
imm?? LOL...
farnie ?? ,,, lol.. i'mma going crazy at home.. yeah ..
but no matter wad i prefer going crazy at home den going
crazy in camp cause no freeedom... lol....
and who noes i might start singing to e whole camp while i'm
running again ...
sianZ i realli hate my flu... chou li chun.. passed to mi for a week le..
still haven recovered... i hate runnny nose... cause
when i sing got a lot "pi yin" its irritatin...
haiZ....
when can i freaking recover.. i hate my nose.. can i chop it off??
lol.. but too bad i cant i still need it lol.. for breathing..
dun wanna look like ghost rider ... onli got 2 hole for nose..
weirdo.. WAhahahahaha... sianZ......

hmmm...

2008-10-23T15:02:00.002+08:00

lol..its definitely boring to b at home whole dae with nothing to do
lol .. but no choice wanna save money... sianZ...
shld i go for clubbing this sat and sun ??
hmm.. shld i ??? lol ..
hmm.... let mi see.. what haf i been doing since i book out ...
tues.... play comp whole dae...
wednesdae... play comp whole dae ...
2dae... thurs.... play comp whole dae...
lol.. now i noe why weverytime i come back my mum
sae the elecricity bills fly up lol... cause i use comp whole dae
closed .. lol.... ai seh.. no choice cause i too sianZ
alone at home.. cant blame mi.. haha ...
sianZ.. i look @ my pathetic collection of 4 caps...
the best and i love most is e white wif red 1... but
E whilte portion a bit dirty and look a bit yellowish le
regardless of how i wash it... all cause by my freaking bro..
ask him dun wear le.. i wanna ash when i free he keep wearing
and worse part.. dirtying it.. zzz.. freak...
all his freaking caps all those sports 1 all freaking ugly to mi..
den everytime lazy to comb hair den wear my ones.. still wear
e nicer one.. and dirty it.. where got this kind of bastard one..
can anyone tell mi ?? ZZZ ...
i buy new slippers also help mi wear till spoilt .. pro right...
my family.... duh!!!....
sometime i wonder am i like them too ...
lol. ... mayb i shld b like them huh.. that i dun
get "eaten" yo get wad i mean ? lol.... sianZ...

Argh!!!!!!

how can this happen to mi .. i'm lagging behind in
e damn hip hop r&b world... how can this b....
oh NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..... how can i dun noe abt shutter shades
till now.. ong.. craze started around may / june till noe.. den i noe...
omg .... even big bang catch up le.. den i noe.. omg..
seems tat staying in camp long tiome realli makes ones lagged
behind huh.. but how can i lag behind in fashion sense omg ..
i;m suppose to b e best in my hse u noe.. duh!!... ITS FASHION...
LOL.... cant must get 1 from thailand lol.. sicne am going there..
duh!!.. 1 more things added to my list of must buy when i'm in thailand
... so mani things to buy.. hope i haf enuff money to use lol...

sianZ

2008-10-13T16:26:00.002+08:00

ARIES - The Daredevil
Energetic.[true]
Adventurous and spontaneous.[average la]
Confident[average]
and enthusiastic.[dun noe will meh ..]
Fun. Loves a challenge. [yeah]
EXTREMELY impatient. [where got ..i always wait ppl 1]
Sometimes selfish.[ya sometimes.. ]
Short fuse. (Easily angered.) [easily appeased too]
Lively,[dun noe ]
passionate, [true haha..mood's my power!!!]
and sharp wit. [realli? i like tat]
Outgoing. [nt bad lol]
Lose interest quickly - easily bored.[escept my mp3 lol..]
Egotistical. [really meh ?? tell mi wanna change this !!]
Courageous and assertive. [got meh ?? dun noe lol..]
Tends to be physical and athletic. [define physical ? i got beat ppl meh ]

lol true meh .. lol .. tell mi bout it.. those i knew..

sadd|e...

2008-10-12T13:46:00.002+08:00

sometimes... life's realli funny
just when u thot someone as ur gd fren
they might not treat u to b one..
its hard to care for a frenz when ..
in their eyes .. u might b even one...
i typed... "might"... haiZ....
its realli depressed to treat someone u
think as ur gd frenz but ur gd fren
dun realli understand u.. in e least bit ...
totally... not my attitude..
not why i anger...... ... its realli nothing
bout mi.... seems like i'm just a entertainment
frenZ when needed to release stress..
or no one den call mi out so i can entertain him
bah ....
or mayb...
no one treasure a joker around bah ....
________________________________________
song:
zhou jie lun - mo jie zhuo album
失落非主流

mood:
totally sucky....
_______________________________________

sianZ.. thou promise a bmt frenz to go eat but
now totally got no mood le... so dammed sianZ...
shld i go out tonight... shld i ...
i dun noe.. my mood is so dammed depressed now...
haiZ.... Sianz arh....
why my comp see streaming so dammed slow...
why my comp connnection so sucky...
why i've only 1 person tat totally understand mi ..
why... why... why....
why must everytime let mi recover den
push my mood to the bottomless pit..
its realli... haiz..dun no wad to sae..

i dun even noe shld i talk to him nxt time..
isnt a fren job suppose to understand and care
fer ur fren... but.. how come..
is it so hard to understand mi ..??
u onli need to ask and feel u noe....
i dun understand why she can understand mi..
and yet ppl cant ...
am i tat unfriendly???
am i tat .. un approachable..??
am i condemned???
do i haf such an attitude tat ppl scare mi ???

i'm just mi... i need understanding too ...
dun expect too much from mi ...
i'm just robin...
just a 20 yo teenager....
just another guy tat need attention sometime...

suddenly tot of something den make me feel
a bit happier...
lucky... i love music..
its onli music den soothes my mood everytime..
its onli music relieves mi of my sorrows...
its onli music can understand my mood...
its onli music...

haiZ.... life.... sucks...
sometiems realli cant stand it ya noe...
haiz...
do i jealous so easily??
i dun noe.. i doubt thou..
but...
nvm ....
mayb i just sucks as a frenz...
as a gd frenz..

i miss secondary 3-4 ...
i think they might b e best times
of my life bah ....
_______________________________
ppl whom i still owe pressie:

ryker
chun hao

still got who ar... remind mi kkz?
________________________________

sorrie.. my mood still isnt tat good..
hence if i forgot any owe present ..
remind mi..
onli untitled to those i told them i owed
them... kkz?

anyway .. also dun noe got ppl read my
blog a not haha... mayb i going to delete
my blog soon... cause also no one read..
dun need to bother le...
......
sianZ....

being a human sucks.....
hope i can learn voodoo
from thailand..
mayb i'll live better ......

haha... lame... ..... .......

sianZ.... test...

2008-10-11T13:50:00.003+08:00

see this please....

Your result for The Awesome Test of Awesomeness....

Awesomely Cool

33% Scary, 7% Respected and 60% Cool!

It looks like Cool was your highest variable! This means that you are awesome fun. You tend to look at the lighter side of things. You don't take your awesomeness quite as seriously as a Scary Awesome person or a Respected Awesome person. Instead, your awesomeness is merely a byproduct of you enjoying life to the fullest. You are Awesome!

Take The Awesome Test of Awesomeness. at HelloQuizzy

Your result for Which Drug Are You? Test...

Cocaine

15% Breeziness, 25% Laziness, 43% Craziness and 8% Sociopathy!

Cocaine, or benzoylmethyl ecgonine, is an upper that is used to obtain, on average, a 30-minute mega-high. "It is both a stimulant of the central nervous system and an appetite suppresant." (Thanks, Wikipedia!)

You think quite highly of yourself, to be frank. It's likely that you place a high standard on image. You're not one of those recreational drugs that just anyone does, like marijuana or mushrooms. Pfft, those are babies compared to you. You're definitely a party drug, and you're popular amongst many of the elite. You probably have a wide slew of friends, people that you like to go out and have fun with. You're not much of a "stay in and watch a movie" person. So boring! You'd much rather stay up to the wee hours of the morning drinking jaegerbombs and making out with random people. Be careful, however. Your high can only last so long, and then it's off to bed for about sixteen hours.

Your result for Self-Esteem Test...

Down and Out

I guess this looks ok

You're the one that takes hours to get dressed becuase it is almost impossible for you to find something you think that you look good in. The thought of it is what makes you less than excited to get up in the morning. You feel pretty or good looking but you feel that if you just got a nip here or a tuck there you would/could be a knock out. You take compliments well as long as they aren't too over zelous and think you look good as long as you remember to apply your enhancements : Sunglasses, makeup, pushup, hat, etc. You know you can attract the opposite sex but you often spend time wondering if that person is eventually going to leave you for something better and you find yourself testing that other person until they either yell "Enough!" or they walk away, which you expected them to do in the first place. You feel like you have to have a significant other to feel good about yourself but you tend to be a little more selective when it comes to that other so that it makes it harder for you to find the person that you need to be with.

Down and out isn't as bad as you think. It's not that good either. You need to give yourself a break. You are as beautiful as they say you are. Stop checking your make-up every five seconds and you do look good in those jeans, thats why you bought them! You don't give yourself enough credit so now it's time to collect. When someone tells you how great you look don't make qualifications for yourself ("oh not really," "This dress is like 10 years old," "Are you serious, I'm a cow." "Make-up works wonders"). Instead the next time someone tells you how great you look say "Thank you" and more importantly, believe them. Whoever made you feel not as pretty is a liar and/or is jealous of the inner beauty that you exude. Erase the negative and drown in the positive.

Take Self-Esteem Test at HelloQuizzy

big bang number 1

2008-10-11T12:54:00.002+08:00

lol.. well

the lyrics here... its in english .. althou u
might understand when u hear.. try hearing and see
e lyrics u shall noe wad i mean haha
http://bigbangkorean.wordpress.com/2008/10/07/lyric-big-bang-number-1/

big bang rocks forever !!!!
__________________________________________________

we you ...

2008-10-09T18:07:00.002+08:00

lol.. hard to see my thurs around seh .. lol..
anyway got off on thurs till mondae
but nxt week
whole week got duty...
hmm... its the last amb duty le..
but veri sianZ... ytd den tell mi got
chalet den invite mi.. its justin's..
but weekend got duty.. everyone all cb..
dun wan help .. e most i can do is go but
reach camp on sun at 0730... its like..
wow.. u imagine from sentosa how to rush to
chua chu kang at 0730 in e morning...
sianZ.... dun even noe can get out
from sentosa @ 5 plus a not...
hmm... still trying hard to go la...
sianZ...
now waiting fer ivan to sms mi wad time
met.. tonight going double o
lol moi 1st time going there tonight haha..
dun noe will b fun a not..
anyway big bang new song is out ..
big bang _-_ number 1 ..
its english !!!! not korean !!!!
lol spent mi 1 hour just to find its song..
its full but in front got ppl talking i
think its cut out from a radio or smth like it...
lol realli like big bang a lot...
c'mon everyone .. b to e i to e bang bang ...
BIG BANG ....
freakin nice rnb korean song...
___________________________________________
big bang

oldest
-t.o.p ->21 rapper
-tae yang ->20 singer
-Gdragon ->20 rapper/songwriter
-Daesung ->19 singer
-Seungri ->19 dance cheographer

formed around 2006 . Greatest Hit -Lies-
written by Gdragon
___________________________________________

go try their song bah ...lazy find ask mi fer it..
its realli nice.. haha hmm.... beri sianZ...
i'm getting fat arh!!!!.....
i wan work ... work can earn money and
slim down ...... i wan money...... !!!!!
sianZ.. any company wans part timer ?
most imply e pay dun minus cpf..??
lol..i wanna work .. dun force mi go b
dishwasher.. beri ke lian leh..
hmm.... dun noe wad i talking le.. wondering shld
i haf some chivas before go over to double o
....hmmm......

_______________________________________________________
big bang_-_ number 1

GD) Let me introduce myself (Big Bang)

TOP) (Yeah)

GD) Are you ready for the show?

TOP) I'll be ready in an hour, jump in the shower
crispy and clean now I got the power
blasting music from my speakers
T-shirts fresh, brand new sneakers

GD) Ready to flow
ready to go
ready for the spotlight
ready for the show
let me tell you something that you already know
i am a hard-working man
and i work for my fans

Chorus)
SOL) Girl, I love your style, love your smile
it's the truth to be, only mine
be only mine (TOP- for sure)
I cant let it go,
I dont know What you're doin to me
(TOP- yeah)
you are so fine (TOP- Uh huh)
ooh, you are so fine (TOP- Let's go)

D-Lite) Gettin hot in the club, I can see they want some more
(I will give you more,
I'm your number one)
Once i get up
i will rock
never stop
you can be sure
D-Lite) yeah you can be sure
D-Lite & TOP) I'm your number 1

SOL) I (TOP- uh), you know what (TOP- yes)
you know what (TOP- yo)
SOL & TOP) i'm your number one

TOP) Crazy hot, mad party
Shorty drop it low for me You can keep me company
Your look sweet smell like honey

GD) I need a girl who is in it for me.
not for the money
not for the fame
not for the glory
not for the name
It aint easy as long as youre sayin this

Chorus)
SOL) Boy, I love your style, love your smile
it's the truth to be only mine
be only mine (GD- for sure)
I can't let it go
I don't know what you're doing to me
you are so fine
ooh, you are so fine

D-Lite) Gettin hot in the club, I can see they want some more
VI) I will give you more,
VI & GD) I'm your number one
Once i get up
i will rock
never stop
you can be sure
VI) yeah you can be sure
VI & GD) I'm your number 1

SOL) I (GD- you know what), you know what (GD- yeah, you know what)
you know what
SOL & GD) i'm your number one

Bridge)
VI) Jump (jump) Jump (jump)
Jump (jump) to the ceiling (ceilng)
(TOP- everybody in the place come on now)
Jump (jump) Jump (jump)
Jump (jump) what a feeling (feeling)
Jump (jump) Jump (jump)
Jump (jump) to the ceiling (ceiling) (GD- once again)
Jump (jump) Jump (jump)
Jump (jump) what a feeling (feeling) (GD- know what I mean)

D-Lite) Gettin' hot in the club
I can see they want some more (GD- you want some more)
SOL) I will give you more, (GD- I'll give you more)
I'm your number one
D-Lite) Once i get up
i will rock
never stop
you can be sure
yeah you can be sure
D-Lite) I'm your number 1

D-Lite) Gettin' hot in the club
I can see they want some more (GD- you want some more)
Sol) I will give you more,
VI) I'm your number one
D-Lite) Once i get up
i will rock
never stop
you can be sure
yeah you can be sure
VI & TOP) I'm your number 1

SOL) I (GD- you know what), you know what (GD- yeah, you know what)
you know what
SOL & GD) i'm your number one

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its realli nice kkz..

cyaz ... still wating fer e sms...

yo!! its a friday nite

2008-10-03T21:48:00.004+08:00

lol.. am back again...
reach home at 8plus todae..
thou quite unhappy to go clementi
todo duty fer them.. but the medics
there are quite friendly so make some
new frenZ haha ...
thou something realli puzzle mi ..
it is .. the medics really learn same
thing there.. as in e way they speak..
quite similar haha... funny...
hmm.. anyway.. the few daes are counted
quite fast la.. especially e hari raya...
whole dae gone veri fast lol...
and the legend senior medic there.. didnt
realli gave mi and ivan ang any trouble
so thats ok too ...
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mood: sianZ again.. nth 2 do
music : sian tai duo ...
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argh... veri sianZ.. and my money is beri
budget.. saving money fer that thailand trip so
i can use moremoney.. lol.. i'm one of them tat
bring e most money there to use seh..
li hai bah 0.o lol...
this month save 100.. 50 from the cpf and 50
from my pay ...
the october pay i gonna haf to save 200 ...
den my 300 plus hotel plus ticket ish settled..
and i borrow a thousand sing dollars from my dad
hence i can realli spend a lot.. thou i think i
also need to use this money to support my dad
a bit cause he paying fer 3 person leh..
still have to lend mi 1k.. my mum and lt bro
all on his leh.. so imagine.. just for
him and mum and lit bro 's ticekt and hotel ..
he pay a thousand liao leh.. quite a lot for
him 2.. sianz... i just found out ..i did
something fuck tub ....
i sopy my new medic frenZ monster hunter 2g
saved file to my psp.. and unknonwly deleted
my own 1... arghh!!!.... sianz....
thou he chrac is a lot better de mine..
but thats was wad i hate trained ...and
with my own frenZ... .. super sianZ...
play fer 1 month de save file like that
gone with out knowing.. sianZ lor.. argh!!!

wader.... sianZ... c yaz...

Well well....

2008-09-28T19:18:00.003+08:00

well...
haha am back bloggin again
ltr going to st james... hmm...
e last week the just went by haha... i
started my attitude to my sir.. wahahah
i attitude him straight at his face
and thru sms but he cant do anything to mi ..
wahahah.. no choice .. who call him so stupid
he go accept shit work for mi to do ..
den sae no choice c'mon la..
the whole west hub no other choice amb
to cover their duties??? Duh!! i aint a
fucking recuit u noe.... duh!!!..
i didnt went in 1 yrs plus and get a rank
for nth .. i noe my damned shit ok ...
duh!!!
seriously not onli mi.. a lot ppl agree tat he
show no leadership at all even thou his
from leadership course.. duh !!! grad from
ocs somemore... i pity e ppl there..
waste their time on him.. waste 9 months..
zzzz... i freakin scolded him haha ...
duh!!!... but then so wad.. he fucking gib
mi all the shit now... where got 2lt shit
ppl help them clean arse .. cmon lor.. u wan
throw shit to mi.. prepare to get wrap up
like mummy by mi... see who wins..
duh !!!! think i'm weak .. then i gotta
show u whos the boss...
wahahahah... bleahZ wad can u do to mi ..
dun let mi clear off right.. no worries i
got a lot of waes de.. only u can tahan a not
ahaha....
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mood : sianZ.... waiting....
song : pocketfl of sunshine
wada i doing : alone at home playing
comp!!!
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sianZ...i dun noe wad i doing lol..
am just getting lamer and lamer.. and all my frenZ
prepare .. lobin ish getting BACK!!!
i'mma coming back... my machine gun mouth
too rusty le.. its going to recover soon ...
soon.. soon.. my frenZ soon.. had enuff of
dase i had to tolerate ppl and suffer in silence
cause in green.. in army.. cant fight back ..
suffering and tolerating so i can make a
comeback after 2 years.. my frenZ...
i'mma coming back WAHAHAHA ....
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ANNOUNCEMENT
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Ru.. my mum sae even if we go out BBQ..
and rent a care is like kinda waste money..
cause we like rent a car for a sake
or renting ya noe? and it will cause a lot money..
some more onli few of us onli..
her suggestion.. might as well go buffet
or soeul garden kinda thingy save more money..
if not ish realli like wasting money.. and i
kinda agree le.. well.. think about and tell mi ?
lol... haha..
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sianZ... still waiting for time to come den
i can go clubbing !!
sianZ.. ivan birthdae comeing up.. i owe a lot
ppl pressie le.. lol.. mayb i go thailand get a
the owe pressie at once lol... not a bad idea
lol...

hmmm....
thailand in 4 more weeks to go ... 1 more month...
like very long lol...
anyway.. now palying when i grow up...
hmm.. moi frenZ anything call mi bah
am always around when u need a listening ear...
accompany wise.. haf to see if i;m in camp a not..
haha...

.. c yaz

btw i type this 45 mins LOL... cause pause and pause...

weeee looooo

2008-09-15T15:30:00.007+08:00

yoyo!!!..
am back in action again but bookin in again ltr
sad right.. everytime b4 book in den blog..
well cant blame mi........haha
am a busy man u noe??? lol... haha
anyway
______________________________________
Announcement
edited my blogskins le.. any comment?
made it quite plain le haha chage a few color
positioning of thingy how???
better sux ?? forthose who read my blog ...
comment haha ...
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anyway......
book out sundae morning ...
relax whole dae.. den went to moi gradma hse
for dinner den went to take mrt to vivo
met up with luke , vic, ivan and
(new frenZ) daniel , chantel ,sheela ,jian feng ,
jane ..and 1 more guy i cant remeber e name lol
sorrie...
duh !! its gud that i can remeber so much kkz
lol must b been to too much yec ice breaking games
to rember ppl names tats why i can reember quite a lot
nowadaes at once... okay mayb twice LOL... any
went to st james power station for clubbing of
e event full moon fabulous lol... quite fun.. song nice
got model-ing show (fashion show!!)for NUM.. lol saw leisher..
freaking farnie lol....
den after e show den ivan went high
went up the stage go topless and crazy liao ... lol..
and he went on to put sebas (new frez) and charlie up
and make them topless too.. and daniel came str8
awae to help them keep shirts LOL.. quite farnie hhahaha ..
well then ltr on met 1 frenZ of daniel .. named (forgotten)
opps sorrie music too loud cant rember thing LOL..
den ivan suddely came back after danceing and missing so long
DRUNK!!!... i mean Corpse Dead Drunk...
lol...

1st thing
going thru my mind...
wth... not another drunk !!!...

2nd thing..
i hope i become a neocromancer den i can summon u
up so u will not b so dead Drunk lol....
anyway slack dance till 4 plus send vic home.. ivan.. den luke
den i took a cab home.. reach my blk i went to kopitiam ate
my supper cum breakfast alone lol.. den went home.. bath and slp..
ok.tats abt my life ytd.. Fun!!.. and Borin!!! seems tat i still
dun noe them too well hence i always quite bored...
]am i such a loner??????
am trying to b more frendly ya noe....?
and i tihnk tat i am indeed quite easy going and frendly le haha
..wadever la.. hmm.... anything call mi kkZ my frenSSSSSSSSSSS... lol
LOL...

i declared myself MISTER FRENDLY ?? LOL.. lame.. am so bored..
saw ivan NUM shirt.. mister horny and chalie's mister sporty..
i go make 1 mister frendly..Shirt.. LOL.. dun wan singlet LOL....
sianZ.. am goin crazy alone in my house..
kinda like
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self directed [Home Alone I : the life of Lob aloneSSS]
directed by : Robin Tan
Main Chacr by : Lob Tan
Script by : Rae ~
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Duh!!... see how boring and lame i am ??? lol.... anyway still
trying to save money for e chalet @ dec .. well hope can get
a space la LOL..
ok... tats abt it
anything remeber to contact mi and update kkz..
tats includes : asking mi out/date regardless.. clubbing
sing k... sentosa volleyball... etc etc
haha... erm..... hmmm..... er..... eh.....
ok tats it buaiz buaiZ

sianZ !!!

2008-09-08T17:15:00.002+08:00

lol ....
haha veri sianZ am bookin later on tonight..
life sucks.. lol..

book in onli haf to do duty.. 1 week leh..
a bit dun feel like doing it but den .. haiz..
haf to do la.. anyway might b the last amb
duty am doing.. lol .. in fact i hope it..
b the last of wadever duty i'm doing....
sianZ.. saying dut suddenly remeber i still got
2 xtras haven clear.. how seh .. so sianZ.. xtras...
i hate them... argh!!! ...

hmm... still waiting fer ru to online to get
her side of the pics from sentosa outing ytd haha...
haf to post up on frester and facebook before i bookin..
haha cause we sae will do together for a reason (secret)
...ahaha....
so hard to bond wif frenZ huh...
am trying to bond closer with ivan frenZ now so mayb got
more ppl to ask to go clubbing wif ? lol... in case
my frenZ turn mi down.. ivan down mi down i can ask them ?
haha... evil right?
but
den again asking frenz to go out haf fun aint tat bad wad
not like i'm bluffin them or wad right... haha..haiZ...
with ending of my national service comes a lot problem..
like ..
to further study? or to work ?
and ....
celebrate my birthdae by
-chalet ?
-BBQ?
-Catering Buffet?
or chalet wif frenZ den bbq wif relatives
...... its my 21st birthdae u noe... my descision making
birthdae leh.. after this i can rightfully under
my own consiouness make a descision myself even if
my parents or relatives dun allow it..
power.. my power back to myself seh.. impt dae u noe...?
lol
haha lame right.... ya am so right cause i'm so sianZ
nth to do .. am reading everyone's blog lol...
too bored i went to do this ...

You Are a Snake

You have extraordinarily sharp senses.

You sense what's going on almost before it happens.

You connect with the world. People instantly feel close to you.

You are a natural protector. You take good care of your friends.

You are an ambitious person. Your ambitious drives you.

But while you are ambitious, you are also humble. You are thankful for everything you have.

What Reptile Are You?

You Are 58% Impulsive

You're quite impulsive, but you never are reckless.

You qualify as a very spontaneous person, but you still know how to honor your commitments.

And while responsibility doesn't come easy to you, having fun does!

Are You Impulsive?

You Are 90% Boyish and 10% Girlish

You have a tough exterior - and usually a tough interior to match it.

You're no nonsense, logical, and very assertive.

Sometimes you can't understand women at all, even if you're a woman yourself.

You see things rationally, and don't like to let your emotions get the best of you.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Your Personality is 50% Addictive

You may have an addictive personality, but you have it mostly under check.

Just don't start any new bad habits, okay?

Do You Have an Addictive Personality?

You Should Be An Atheist

So it's not really a religion. But that's the whole point.

You don't buy into the whole God thing... or you just don't care.

You may feel very alone in a world full of religious people.

But just remember, atheism has a long and rich intellectual history.

What Religion Should You Be?

Your Friendliness Score is 78 (Very Friendly)

You are an amazing friend. Anyone who has you as a friend is incredibly lucky.

And judging by how many friends you have, there are many lucky people in this world!

You can talk to people easily, and you often turn strangers into friends.

You are also a good listener. You are there for your friends when they need to vent, without judgment.

Overall, you have a genuine interest in people and their lives. And your friends can tell.

Taking time for your friends is very important to you. And because of this, you have lots of deep and meaningful friendships.

How Friendly Are You?

What Your Name Says About You

Your name says that you are mostly:

Fiery but unbalanced

Your name also says you are:

Moral but jealous

Harmonious but subservient

Artistic but extreme

What Does Your Name Say About You?

You Are Much Closer to Your Friends

Your friends are so great, it's hard not to be the closest to them.

As for your family, your relationship with them is probably a bit strained.

It's okay though. While you can't pick your family, you can pick your friends.

And you've picked some amazing friends who count as family to you.

Are You Closer to Your Friends or Your Family?

Your Mood Ring is Light Blue

Emotions mixed

Unsettled

Cool

Mood Ring Generator

Your Risk Taking Level: Medium

What's life without a few risks?

You're willing to be daring when the time is right.

You know that there's no reward in life without risk.

You just always make sure that you look before you leap.

Are You a Risk Taker?

You Have a Fairly Strong Willpower

Temptation doesn't get the better of you all that often.

If you set your mind on a goal, you'll do your best to achieve it.

And while you don't have a perfect record with willpower, you do okay.

If you fall off the wagon with something, you're usually not off the wagon for long.

Is Your Willpower Strong?

Your Holiday Stress Level is Moderate

The holidays sometimes stress you out, but mostly because they wear you down.

Take it easy! You can have a fun holiday without running yourself ragged.

What's Your Holiday Stress Level?

What's Important to You... And What Isn't:

For you, sex is usually your number one priority.

You find getting things done to be incredibly stressful. You don't like having things to do.

Your most important priorities get your attention. You are happily able to let the less important things slide.

You want money to be a high priority, but you don't often get around to it.

The Priority Test

Your Power Color Is Indigo

At Your Highest:

You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you.

At Your Lowest:

You require a lot of attention and praise.

In Love:

You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are.

How You're Attractive:

Your dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic.

Your Eternal Question:

"Does This Work Into My Future Plans?"

What's Your Power Color?

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.

Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you.

Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life.

Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life.

What Do Your Hands Say About You?

Your Observation Skills Get A C

You tend to notice the big things in life...

But the details aren't exactly your forte

How Observant Are You?

You Are Electronic Music

You are energetic and expressive. You love feeling alive.

You never get sick of your favorite things - they're what makes life special.

You don't take tradition or conventions too seriously. You live for the future.

You enjoy remixes and re-interpretations of things. Life is about making improvements.

What Kind of Music Are You?

yea !! i love this weekend a damned lot...

2008-09-07T21:50:00.003+08:00

well... i really love this weekend a lot..
060908 and 070908 .. haha... on 060908 ..
my second time back to tat club wif ivan and his frenz....
anthony (also early celebrate his birthdae ), edmund ,
alvin (i tihnk so ) krado , derelk(???dun noe how to spell)..
victor.. luke... charlie... rest not sure lol... den well did haf
fun clubbing releasing my stress and power at dancing seh haha
well.. hope can go more time.. mayb go st james also can lol...
i just wan to haf fun.. its all that matters ya noes... hmm....

well things go well.. till on the 1/2 wae home.. charlie called to ivan
for help.. saying vic was totally drunk by alan and he cant bring him up
to his home... hence mi and ivan went over.. we borrow a trolley and
send him up the lift and i piggy back hm to him hse outside.. lol..
i hate drunk ppl haha... anyway after tat ivan went home.. mi and charlie
share a cab back...

reached home.. 4plus 5.. slowly bath... packed my bag.. for sentosa trip.
well... till 6am.. den cant slp i lay awake till 7.30 den i slack a while
den go prepare and reach harbour front @ 8.40 lol.. take note...
* i did not slp for more den 24 hours seh ...

lol normally after 24hrs i will try to find someway to go home or
find a bed to slp le..

BUT

this time i didnt.. i tahan and went volleyballing at sentosa ....
lol got some sunburn at my neck hand and face... worse thing....
my bothe hand and leg and my hip kanna cramp at diff time..
1 after another came after 1 side ok.. freak!!!.. freking pain seh...
think is when clubbing shake too much den no rest come play volleyball
and swim hence like this haha

anyway seems like after todae mi and geniaz gang bonded even more..
tats veri good haha... it means more close frenz seh ahaha ....

am veri tired now.. lol.. but wanna play comp a little while more..
hmm....tml goona update the pics to facebook and frenster.. got time
go see lor haha.. anyway.. c yaz...

*** gentle reminder.. wun b around tml night till nxt week le..
cause amb duty in came an week dun miss mi ar haha... !!!

haiZ...

2008-09-05T20:08:00.003+08:00

lol..
dun noe why.. everytime sad den turn to blog.. lol..
mayb just cant find ppl to talk to bah sometimes.... hmm...
poor blog seh.. so long no update .. everytime must
wait till i sad or pissed off or rarely got e good mood den
update it haha...
anyway..
hmm.. thx ru and judi and ivan fer gratz-ing mi for my course passing out..
haha and judi.. thx arh.. u noe i really felt very happy for myself when u sae proud of mi u noe haha... ai ya.. must touch my heart and sae thx to u haha..
really thx a lot haha ..suddenly got a reflection of myself like..
have never done anything that makes ppl proud of mi b4 haha ....
Anyway .. i announced... i, Robin Tan aka Lob aka Gary aka xhh aka hunster ...
passed my military class 4S course.. driving trailer starting from 010908 to
050908 .. passing 1st coupling trailer test at 040809 1st attempt.. and
passing right angular & parrel parking and on road driving test aka tp on
050908 at 1st attempt haha....
realli tot tat i might failed the parking or the stupid "tp" but luckily
i passed haha... althou till to my nervousness got a lot mistake but
i manage to correct it like turn too fast till to nervous and almost
hit curb but i manage to correct it before it hit haha... luckily haha..
tester kinda unhappy cause i turn too fast den have to correct it but
he cant do anything since i CAN correct it haha... luckily seh... so stress...
well at least it worth it la haha.. hmm....
but its kinda sad u noe... that ppl who sae proud of mi ish actually a bestie...
not my family... dad even sae its easy wad tats y.. nth to b surprise of...
well dun noe.. always heard of ppl sae tat as ppl dad.. always had to act
zai zai and sae kinda.. dispressing thing even thou they are happy..
hope tat he can feel proud of mi since i really try had u noe.. its really
hard to learn... go imagine ur turning angle if ya a driver.. u shld noe..
haiZ... somemore.. mum and big bro always quarrel something very stupid 1..
its starting to feel pai seh to noe them... why must they keep harping on
small little problems... its veri fan for mi to b the middle man u noe...
i got so pissed off i dun even feel hungry anymore... its really sad u noe...
haiZ.....sianZ... am reali getting sick and sicker of this world le.. must ..
faster find a partner.. haiZ... cause i feel so lonely.... mayb i shld start
singing... akon-lonely.... lonely... i am so lonely.....(cut)haiZ....
sianZ arh!!!!!... its so sianZ... currently finding peepz...
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ANNOUNCMENT TO PEEPZ READING THIS POST !!!!

am findin ppl who like clubbing.. lets make a dae like friday
or sat den very month go 3 times clubbing .. how?? anyone....
i need to distress and let my youth energy run out b4 i become too
old to let it run..
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i'm only freaking 20 !!! why dun i feel like i'm 25...
haiZ.... i wan to b 18 again... regret why i so many things never do ..
lol..now must do more.. .. like club more.. drink more.. excersise more..
i cant let my words failed mi.. after ord must go excersise and slim down ...
cant let my mum look down on mi and sae.. see... everytime sae for fun niaz...
dun noe can trust a not nxt time... zzzzz its freaking sianZ to hear this
from her... argh!!!... SianZ.....
btw.....
for peepz who read until here..i salute u haha... i really trying to relieve
stress by bloggin hence so long haha... and thz for reading.. dun wanna
type anymore.. cause ppl read also sianZ lol... haiZ... c yaz
all my frenZ.. i ord-ing le.. wish mi luck to ord smoothly....
i dun wanna retain/ extend etc etc...
Good luck everyone.. tml sat buy 4d ar.. i lend u luck comfirm win ..
must treat mi club when win haha... c yaz.. tk care.. anything call mi ...
lol..u noe my number... dun noe..? ask mi in msn or email.. also can haha...
c yaz........................!!!
blogged at
050908(moody/emo shiat) @ 2030
by binbin(LOL act cute seh !!!['.']|||)

sianZ stupid class 5 disguise... class 4 S

2008-09-01T20:08:00.003+08:00

argh!!
... kanna force to go to the stupid course for low loader... its a Class 5 vehicle but they called it class 4s in army so we can include it in our mileage.. but its just so darned fucked tub..

A fucking chee byes vehicle tat is really hard to learn cause need to remeber too many things.. gears too differeent.. got fucking 9 gears... how to use....

Some more. need to learn how to attached the fucking trailer to it.. got so mani steps.. as in its easy but u haf to follow every steps as tey teach la..
somemore.. in 12 min .. so fucking hard lor.. not to mention the freaking parking.. such a bit vehicle.. parked in 10 mins...
duh... its really fucking long and big......
kill mi bah ....

btw good news my frenZ.. i got 30 daes off and 11 daes leave so shld b able to clear by the start of october haha ... li hai bah ... (*_______*)
lokking for clubbing buddies ever-ready to go for clubbing if i ask.. any of those? lolz... i need to dis stress.........

wow.

2008-07-21T21:23:00.002+08:00

eh..
well its been a long time since i blog le.;. curerntly on off.. tml night den book in .. ytd night had a great fun wif ryker ru and pup haha... well long time no kbox.. last time was around may huh.. and last time going to club was .. well i dun noe when.. so fucking long ago .. next pay must ask ryker and puppy to go.. ru ma... see if she wans a not bah hahah.. .. so sianZ lo ..... all anime haven upload.. wow.. the eps 92 for d grayman was so fucking nice.. reall wish d gray man can come out by tml but i know that impossible bah haha cause no come out yet.. so sianZ lol.. naruto also nice now.. cause the battle.... .. naruto wise... i heard that jiraya will die .. its like so ke lian lor... jiraya leh.. 1 of the most repected charc in naruto ... hmm.... for real life ... life been hard... withs all the detail... duty amb.. i still haf xtras haven clear on top of that.. i still got NDP coverage where the lab and hq ppl keep trying to find trouble for us. i dun noe why .. but well no choice haha.. haope the this week dun haf NDP and the next 2 NDp got ppl can fetch mi home LOL... and hope they gib a lot NDp for us hehe ..wed when i go back must find lu dan yto updaete my damned off on papers.. if not i will keep forgettting and thats fucking bad for mi.. haiZ..... ... in army .. that fucker is getting so damned too much opening so many ppl de cupboard.. find 1 dae set a trap for him.. kanna onli.. let him kanna jiat lat jia llat.. who called him to b such a fuckers where his whole batch no one like him.. still cant stand staying in same bunk as him.. well.. this show how lously he is.. haha. i suddenly feel so lucky that my ren yuan is mso good.. den i got so mani friends inside.. my others friends all ask mi if i wanna change to their bunk but i cant bare letting my bed to others cause its so good.. beside windows / switch / fan /table .. wad more to expect.... ppl all fighting to get my bed area 1 lor.. leaving such a good feng shui wei for just a few fuckers seems so ke xi but then again i really veri sianZ in the bunk le... hope they get out.. dun let them stay here...

zzzzzz

2008-01-20T18:52:00.001+08:00

been a long time since i blog.. BUT i blog cause i cause dAMned pissed off... parents ... 4ver so lame so stupid... so old thinking.... if i ever become lyke that when i old ... as in so old thinking .. i rather die..... Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so lame... wass wrong wif going out late ... wass wrong... i dun understand... why must they nag so much ... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh ...

wahahah

2007-11-09T15:16:00.001+08:00

well... good news.. just ytd i got my psp le haha .
well.. once againZ i got wad i want by myself as in i pay myself haha.
yeah!!...
no sponsor and i;m in army.. great huh.. haha
see

well... great huh like it a lot.. even my own bro jealous lol...
if he get one himself den best.. haha den anything i dun noe abt ask
him can le.. hmm... any.. dun noe wad to sae.. too many things happen
let pics talk bah haha

haha a lot news pics right.. haha.. well since i;m free so i put it all up.. i dun wan later on.. lost all againZ.. tat is byeZ ... well edited.. pics awae.. cause unsafe

sianZ

2007-10-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

sun againZ.....

well booking dae again ... cant imagine how sianz now for mi to
go backcamp cause from tml.. aka mondae start ...
the so called office hours
which ish the tiome that i can fall out and relax if i dun haf
detail extended from 5.30 to 8pm..... can u imagine it...
and my nights off.. from the original 2 daes.. mondae and wed
change to wed onli.. arghh!!!.... how sianZ....

and then fridae.. realli a series of unfortunate events u noe...
well...timing from 7.30.. changed to 7am den to 645 am..
in the end they 8 plus den start.....
den the vehicle they bookin came late... a trailer they ask hq to book
forgotten... last min book came late.... den 1 man 5 tonner break down ..
my sergeants brought 2 mechanic to repair.. after this.. it start drizzling..
then my vehicle break down........0.o..... den my frenZ drove 2 mechanic
find mi and repair it... after this .. the trainer fer those ppl.. sae the
road too wet.. haf to cancel event...... while .. in the end.. wait fer them
to pack up.. and reach my camp at 3 plus... they unload everything
4 plus den i boko ut.. reached home 5 plus.... but thing is...
those without detailed book out at 2 + le..... ARGHHHHHH!!! unlucky rite
isnt this a series of unfortunate events ???
can turn into movie liao la.. sure got ppl see haha ....

btw..
i manage to clock 1.6 km milelage le.. haha ...7km siaz.. still
long wae... anyway... heard that thers a outfield coming at november..
i scare i will kanna... and this outfield if kanna is not like those
whereby we support by sending troops only... this one.. we haf
to participate... as in camo vehicle.. or mayb dig the hole(shell scrape)
haiZ... boring right.... i wun minf the milelage though.. but camo vehicle
is a real nusiance u noe... it aint easy wor...
some more cant bath fer a few daes... SIANZ.... jiu ming ar...
haiZ... boring.. judi blog edit a lot times still got palce whereby i dun
feel nice enuff.. hope i cant faster correct it and
send it to judi haha ..
i'm sure she will like it a lot.. when done haha... .. hmm...
recently saw a show from taiwan .. named "hei tang ma qi duo " aka
"brown sugar macchiato"... actor inside include bang bang tang(lolipop)
and hei se hui mei mei ... not bad... and i like tjhe ost sang by them ..
if free ask mi for it.... they are named "hei tang xiu" ,
"ai qing ma qi duo" ,"ku cha " & "da zhu tou ".

well.. others song i recently hearing also include
jays "niu zai hen mang ", show "bi sha ji" , ella "qiang qiang"
and fir "yue ya wang"

.... well.. aiming around 15/11/07 get my psp 2000FB aka
psp slim felicia blue haha
hmm.... well thats it.... buaiZ....
arghh.....
i got a lot pics in my memory card.. now thast memory card got problem.. i cant take it out.. ahhhhhh... fish la.. !! !!!

am left with this 2 onli.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

yo

2007-10-07T17:37:00.000+08:00

lol so long no opst blog le.. am tired and lazy.. haiZ... cant take my leave or off now.. and my pc idiot.. got A-tec suppose is 2 daes off he gave us 1 onli.. idiot siaZ... baka... wadever 1 dae is better den nth.. if we dun ask.. 1 dae also dun haf.. lame right.. this kind of things is kinda standard la.. still expect us to ask.. fucking chee byes right.. arghh.... amnyway.. when i free got quite a lot of pics to upload up... see nxt sat free a not bah.. and i inte4nd to buy a psp slim b4 december haha hope i wun anyhow use money lol.. tats it...

a song i recently stumble across by..i LOVE IT A LOT HELLA YEA.. haha ask mi fer it if u wan haha
buaiz

wtf!!!!

2007-09-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

wtf.. i am fucking pissed off.. some fucker ... copy my post and post on some forum discriminating mi and my bro.. wad the fuck.. if u are fuicking unhappy abt the price list thats ur own fucking problem ..i never force anyone to buy it... why post it on some forum includin my and my bro number... who the fuck did it..admit to mi.. must b someone 1 know... chao chee bye... can u fucking respect ppl a not.... ni na bu ... posting our number of this kind of forum .. wad the fuck ar u trying to do... not happi come directly to mi.. IF U DARE .. knn ccb

sianZ

2007-09-12T21:54:00.001+08:00

well..
this week.. nth much.. everydae go there drive a route planned
by them.. the most 1 hour 35 mins - 40 mins.. den whole dae rest till 5
den can go home le... also dun noe for wad.. but the milleage is
counted in my civic licence in making.. so hey hey...
i dun gib a damn just driving mah.. somemore 5 tonnner..
got air con.. go class room rest also got air con lol..
whole dae in air con.. except abt 1hour in the training shack
cause fall in do head count see got any ppl dead a not onli..
hence nothing much ... sianZ.. huh.... haiZ..... a
lots thing wanna do and buy and go but its either no
time or no mood .. veri sianZ 1 u know .. haiZ..............sianZ arh
wad to do.. army... ns... lame.....heard that go back unit.... need to
continue to orientate(dun noe wass tat onloi noe need to drive) den
after that got assement by saf guy.. heard is warrant.. den if
pass i think den can start doing details... haha.. excited.. wonder
wad and how will my 1st detail be.. haha hope
i dun killed anyone LOL... hmm.. argh.. sianZ... btw also dun noe why
recently keep slping.. as in .. in classroom slp.. bus slp....even as my
buddy vehicle com i also slp.. lol... then my trainer suan mi...
ask mi if i last night work for 7-11 ar.. i was like duh!!!.. no
i work for cheers... LOL.... sianZ.. bye

hmm..

2007-09-05T23:31:00.000+08:00

well....
todae at madai camp.. whole dae slp and eat only.. cause
i finish my drving lesson le. ...drving and parking assessment also
pass le and finish le.. so now is waiting for fridae the x country
nli..den sat .. this course end... heard from sir.. after this
course end. we shld b reporting to sembawang on mondae
to resume a 3 dae drving with them.. to drive from camp to
camp so let us familise how to go to others camp... hmm.. todae
went yec meeting.. nth much .... saw yati... still pretty
hahaa ... hmm.. jeffrey mah.. seems to haf dissappear from my
sight le.. since he cant b bothered to meet us.. i cant b bothered
to talk to him la... sickening idiot.. bored can ask mi out ..
i bored i ask him.. confirmed no time.. is thisa how frenZ shld behave..
wun u pissed off if u were mi.. zzz.. wadever.. now transfering
some song to my hp.. to send to hao zhi tml...
hmm... tats abt it..
nightzz...

haiZ

2007-09-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

recently.. dun noe wass up wif mi.. really tired.. but cant find ways to slp early.. no matter how much i wanted to slp early.. i sure haf something to do.. seems like predestined i cant slp early haha...

well.. here goes

Sat
.... drove 100mins... wif my new buddy hao zhi

den went home .. rest a while went down to clementi to help my bro
get some goods.. den cant get.. kanna bluff.. den io rush back home ..
bought a cake and went down to celebrate ru birthdae..

reached there ..surprise her with the cake.. she's totally surprised..
in fact she dun even remember mi for a min..lol... stay a while talk talk
den took bus to jurong.. eat cafe cartel.. den played pool.. they to
see 881 and i went home...

Sun

... stay home whole day.. evening when to grandma hse eat
den come home.. well.. really nth much ..

Mon

well. mi and hao zhi drove 200 mins each.. fxxking boring.. slpy....

Tues

todae.... a lot thing.. needa drove morning 100 each wif hao zhi
den afternoon take assessment fer parking and driving.. pass both..
but my parking i lazy anyhow do den sit punish me.. do 3 times more which
i finish 3 times within 10 mins lol.. lame huh ... den night drivng
drove 50 each wif hao zhi ..
den.. waited 20 mins fer bus to cck interchange.. and waited 30 mins fer
the damned 985.. got so pissed off.. till now still pissed off

well.. some pics haven post up i think ...

yati's wedding ..

her wedding gift ..

wang,judi & ru ..

wee

2007-08-31T00:16:00.000+08:00

wow.. long time since i update le.. dun noe why.. everytime so lazy to update blog even if i wan i will 4get to..lol.. lame huh.. anyway finally pass my military tp.. can go fer my 1st part of the course MAN 5 tonner.. it b 2 weeks onli.. after that ib back at keat hong again haha.... well.. goota go rest le.. bye..

lol

2007-08-12T19:46:00.000+08:00

well.. ytd sat.. book out.. hmm.. quite busy lol.. cshacre cab home.. den rest a while.... meet tyiguang go buy something den came back my hse here cut hair..den meet puppy and his sis.. go play jurong k pool.. lol.. den pup 's fren come.. and we went to eat cafe cartel .. after that went to playc pool againZ.. den play till ru and chun hao arrived... den we play till forget the movie timing den no see movie cause nth to see le.. actually wanna see jay's secret de.. lol.. hmm... den play pool till 2 plus.. denctalk talk a bit more den return home...
sun
intended to go swimming but as expected.. pup.. overslept again.. den tioming weird. hence i told him nxxt time den go swim le.. hmm... den stay at home see anime .. the one rykler intro to mi.. claymore.. not bad quite nice.. den see till the latest which is epx 17.. which means i gotta prepared to go back camp le.. hmm.. gotta go.. buaiZ

sianZ

2007-08-09T20:22:00.000+08:00

lol. book out last night den booking in tonight.. booking out on sat den.. well.. rushing fer time .. gotta go.. c yaz . lol.... happpy i pass the hardest theory in the whole course le.. waiting fer mi is a test of my skills le .. tats all.. bye...

Well...

2007-08-05T15:58:00.000+08:00

lol.. been really long time since i update lol.. well am too tired plus a buit busy in additional of a little lazy lol...
well...

dunnoe what to sae.. cause remember which dae wad happens le..
hmm.. when.. last wednes got Highway Situation Problems(hsp) basically
is to do and explain in theory whatu suppose to do when driving...
like when u make a right turn at whichever junction..
what shld u look out fer ? but in fact.. its abt the whole procedure
which in real life we do in 1 few secs .. in theory we explain till like siao..
1 small point no mention = fail ..well.. i failed .. cause i kanna the worst examiner... den fri again.. i kanna a examiner who likes to
talk to us to makes us forget some steps den aim us.. fxxker right ...
idiotic... anyway.. cause i failed .. had to stay back on sat..
ppl book out at 12.. failers book out at 5pm.. but my sir better
let us off at 4.30.. well better den nothing..
den i kanna longbang from ivan tan and hetai.. reach bukit batok
drop mi off.. den i walk home.. abt 5-10 mins onli..haha... den rest

hmmm...den jeffrey ask mi out to see movie den i go lor.. lol.. see
invisble target and flashpoint not bad la.. just that i notice tat
hongkong movie cops dun like to use guns.. they prefer to use fist...
werido... even till die also dun use... stupid 1....
wadever haha..

think u all saw my new skins huh.. well i made it myself.. althought
quite plain la.. but i still haven got a faintest idea of a
better design... so.. heck care la.. lol.. wait till "ling gan"
lai le den sae bah ..

hmm....finally.. i had a challenge with someone..
a challenge i long ago set to X but X dun accept... well. X had.. this
time... wahahaha.. i gonna win X.... no matter wad.. as long as mi and X
take this challengce seriously.. we are bound to reaps a lot from
it haha.. dun bother ask mi wass it abt.. no one knows except mi and him.
haha... hmm.. quite bored.. well.. i MUST WIN ... still haven decide
wad punishment to mete out to the loser.. a meal or wad seems too lame.....
wad abt a set of clothes from head to toes ? must fit that person
style and taste and lok greats on themself(as in mi or X) and they must
like it themself... not a bad idea huh ?
let mi ask X den comfirm lol.... the challenge however wun b posted out until the challenge's over...hahaZ the deadline will b at march 23th 2008 (hope i not in australia) LOL.. cause my unit might b sending us to australia .. hmm.. nothing more...

well

2007-07-21T01:03:00.001+08:00

hmm.. long time no update le.. hmm.. got 2 main reason..1 is my crving course start le.. its stay in.. sat book out.. hence cant update.. another is i ver lazy lol...
well here goes

Mondae

met up wif he tai.. took taxi to sembawang..
reach there.... fall in .. found my platoon ... so called Grp 42
den go up the bus.. went to kaki bukit camp(somewhere in bedok)
den met out instructor and had our basic lesson ...
like wad is the meter fer.. all this ....
end le.. took bus back to sembawang.. den get bunk and rest!!

Tues

wake up 5 + eat breakfast. after den .. 6 + .."bus" to kaki bukit camp...
start highway code (hwc) lecture 1st dae ...
do the land rover simulator lecture to know how to use it.. and had to try it
its kinda a test.. fail.. neeeda redo... nvr den dun need. i pass both of it.. lucky
"bus" back to sembawang den rest

Wed

wake up 5+ ..ate breakfast..den 6+ "bus" to kaki bukit camp...
from there "tonner" us to "kaki bukit circuit camp"
(lol wad i named it la.. cause i dun noe the circuit camp name lol )
den at there.. had our 1st land rover dring lesson .. and parking lesson
amd highway code (hwc) lecture
driving not bad.. and parking onli breifly teach and demo fer us...
den "tonner" back to kaki bukit camp den "bus" back to sembawang camp ..
back bunk.. rest ....

thurs..
wake up ..5 + ate breakfast at 6+ den "bus" to kaki bukit camp..
den "tonner" to kaki bukit circuit camp..den had hwc lecture
den went fer drining .. dun noe why.. .. the drinving fer todae
so fuck tub.. stress.... parking nth much .. veri easy buit no mood cause drving start and hwc test on FRIDAY!!!.. tottal question 50.. 45 and abv pass..
fuck right... hard lor.. stress lor

Fri..

morning same.. tonner to ciruit dfen starrt cicuit..
everything better now.. and catching up wif other student liao..
haha.. den parkling.. beri perfect i like it lol.. den ..
end le.. tonner back to kaki bukit camp..
well.. at least drving stress gone 1/2 ..
now the rest is on the hwc test le.. ... in the end i pass ...
49.50 lol.. but i did get a bit of help la.. lol.. restdun sae le lol
ask mi if u noe mi well lol.... den book out .. cause this weeek
kaki bukit trainer got family dae on sat.. hence can book out earler
= fri book out lor..Z.. nth much i go rest le nights

well...

2007-07-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

lol.. lazy to update so many daes cause i also cant remember wat happen le except

Thurs

staying in office to help clear the old forms so that they can destroy it.. cause saf onli need history of abt 3-4 years back... the further then it can b destroy but need to do a record of what we had destroy and mi and bing shen are the ones doing it..

Fri

bing shen needa du duties so left mi whole dae in office wif air-con sorting out lor..lol... happi doing it alone lol...
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well.. long time le wor..

2007-07-07T12:45:00.000+08:00

lol... 1 more week den 1 week no post le.. lol.. well.. still no one tag my taggies but i see my counter ..theres ppl visiting lol.. sorri fer the dissappointment den u visted and i no post haha... heres goes

Mon

welll.. went to sembawang ...
mset ask us to fall in at the parade square in long 4
and we went there in long 4
but we reach there early see ppl all wear smart 4 hence
we go change den go parade square..
rest of Mset ppl reach le
some in long 4 and 1 staff sgt came and scold us..
staff-"why u all in long 4 huh?"
us-"they ask us to wear long 4 here if need to change smart 4"
staff-"WAD!!! why dun u bring underwear here need den wear... GO CHANGE NOW!!"
wtf... duh!.. we are so innocent lor...
den after that parade start.. nth much ..
went back sontinue slp lol..den rain(the trainer)
continue his practical lesson..
well i cant b bothered ...
after dat nth much went home le

Tues

well.. because tat sembawang is one of the worse dengue fever
cause so they issued us with the mosquitos repellant
and den ask us to use it
but whoe cares... its so kinda useless to mi.. lol..
hencew i bought it home

Wed

well.. todae principal came to talk ..
he sae ytd they issue the repellant must bring wif us all times..
tml he wanna check ask us tml must bring den want us to
apply in front of him.. so lame right.. duh !!..
but nvm .. hmm.. nth much

Thur

morning kinda rush forget to bring the repellant ..
reach there.. got a frenz mc..hence i use his haha..
but den i also never go apply.. cant b bothered by it...
todae last dae of course.. kinda miss here..
cause 2 weeks so fast end le.. i love the air con there lol...
power 1.. veri cold haha .. hmm.. called back keat hong ..
they wanted us to b back by 10pm.. and i had long ago
guessed and brought along some items to bring back keat hong
so i dun haf to go back home haha li hai bah..
hence mi and ivan and he tai went to tamah jurong there to fish..
well.. onli he tai fish .. mi and ivan and he tai aunty see him fish ..
he onli got 1 seabass(jin mu lu).. well better den nth..
he let his aunty bring home.. we took cab and went to keat hong..
nth much .. except a theft case ..
someone steal the money of the donation.. 100 plus.. hence our
mon and wed nights out were banned...
ARGHHHHHHHH!!...
and allan missed us a lot lol..
he sae with us(mi,hetai and ivan) in bunk.. bunk is more lively haha
dun noe why.. we eagles batch are pretty accepted by them..
they really welcomed us and mske us feel so welcomed lol
hmm.. slept 1 night there .....

Fri

well.. nth much .. supose to go fer live 6km run..
but got 10 -man 5 tonner and 2 land rover need to be prepared
fer operation and allan not enuff ppl
Hence
ask mi,he tai and ivan to help out..
so never go fer live run
prepartion is quite easy and we settled quite fast
went fer meeting wif staff to get back out nights out..
well.. we did it .. and meeting ended.. too late fer break
hence wait fer lunch break.. but i'm so hungry..
cause thurs eat at 6 plus.. den must wait fer 12 fer lunch break..
.. cant blame mi right haha.. well.. after lunch
rest till break finish.. got meting.. den ask mi and ivan go
get rid of weeds and cigarettes butt..
speaking of cigarettes butt.. a lotm ppl keep askign mi to smoke
dun noe why.. keep telling mi how good it is..
how it cant relieve stress.. wonder why they nvr tell mi
how broke i will b if i'm a smoker
how good will my lungs b if i'm a somker
how good will it does me..
and fer my singing.. which is my best hobbies if i'mma a smoker..
Duh.. i'm 19...and i haf a brain and i can think.. duh am i so stupid ??
or do i look stupid.. smoker... brainless?
noe that smoke harms ur body still wan intro to ppl..
1 person die not enuff? still wan pull whole world wif u ?
.... nvm .. i wun smoke 1... kill mi if u dare
not going to smoke ....after weeding went to
restroom(a room wif sofa and tv not a tiolet)
to rest den warrant came in..
ask us go down take out motor plates and knock flat...
0.o.. lame right...
after tat.. gordan came.. driver mi and ivan up msvs.. he let us test
the land rover.. ican 1st.. he keep (si che) den he finally can move ..
when he make a right turn.. it got so near to the edge and almost scare the
shit out of gordan haha .. well den my turn.. i go in..
follow his(gordan) instruction den i drove and
make 1 right turn and 2 left turn .. he sae i drove alright
but when stopping he ask mi to brake and i dun noe hence i just Zham brake str8 all.. and the rover brake abruptly haha...
deh he ask mi drive again den slowly release gas
den press clutch den zham brake ..
LOL... tats it.. he sae enuff fer todae le..
cause ppl might b coming any min haha
hmm... den went down.. do nth.. den got meeting..
well after tats can go home le.. go sign book out book den went back to bunk..
on the wae back.. saw ivan lim.. he was having route march..
ai yoyo so ke lian LOl.... i book out he route march lol
den called ah long.... he came and drove mi home..
reach home dad called and bought "ba chor mee" fer mi
.. i eat le.. when to watch miagican of love ..
watch 2nd disc fer the dae 1/2 wae cant tahan.. went to slp le.. haha

Todae aka Sat

well... since last night slpet early.. hence wake up early haha..
morning 6 plus i auto wake up.. see my liot bro preparing to go sch fer bb
den.. i see time too early went bk to slp ...
den 8 plus wake up.. .. i toss around and i c ant slp le
hence i came up and see magician of love.. watch finish
the disc i left inside last night
den watch 2nd disc wif mi eating breakfast
i tihnk my mum bought fer mi 1...
going to 3rd disc my elder bro wake up..
and prepared den he went to his
mobile soultion(his own shop)
den i finish 3rd disc and see my frenster den type blog le.. hm...
tats it.. now ver boring.. hope got ppl called and ask mi out..
am bored to death le...

there.. some pics fer u all

Fang's birthdae

she and ru

jeffrey at kbox

ru and fang

Sembawang

mi and he tai

mi and ivan

we 3 ???

finally we 3 haha

part my classroom

my practical man 5 tonner

man 5 tonner steering wheel

mi testing it haha

At last yec meeting celebrate judi birthdae

yecs ppl lol..

judi and ei leen

judi and ei leen

jie ying

lol

2007-07-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

well..

i keep saying april no update mi also lol..
i onli go to my taggy and other peeps to kaypo lol.. dun noe..
kinda prefer 1 dae post mani daes 1..easier lol...
well here goes

wednes
same as normal.. wake up go chase bus,mrt ,bus to semebawang camp ..
at bus stop saw a feew of my tekong frenZ so went to talk to them
den go camp together .. reach there.. go 1st parade den go car prk..
nth special except thAT stupid csm is coming again..
i went to my new unit.. 3rd dae i saw this csm..
now i go course 3rd dae.. saw him againZ.. same ppl .. zzzz...
sickening right... eveytime see him = we ma fan.. more discipline...
but duh who cares lol.. we at carpark 4th floor doing practical..
he wun come disturb us so safe.. hmm..

thurs...
lol.. went to semembawang camp.. reach there still early ..
got 20 min.. i so buy a burger smugger to carpark..
eat at carpark lol.. well tats my breakfast leh.. cant blame mi lol..
cause i no eat dinner.. den morning 5,45 wake up..
how to tahan until 9.30 den eat.. hungry leh ..
will gastric leh haha... hmm.. lol 2 practical test = 10 mins..
den theory test my trainer no help mi.. i get 92 by myself eheh .. li hai right

Fri..
duh!!... todae is the no smoking in camp dae..
BUT!!
everyone still smoke somehoww.. am the onli non smoker in my grop of kakis...
very few daes will offer mi ciggarettes.. ..
some of them betting when i will start learning smoking..
but well i promised myself i wun smoke and den fer now
i still dun like the smell of it.. and sicked fer 2 weeks le..
cough and nose block and flu.. wonder is it
cause
they smoke near mi.. make mi so weak so easly sicked...duh !!!
my test get 92.. my trainer and frenZ sarbor mi..
cause i get highest mark within this grp.. den i kanna..
got a audi staff sgt,will come to chk each grp 1 person to see
if they understand wat the trainer teach den they push mi..
WAD THE FXXK!!!
....they lously and sucks their problem la..
push mi go die.. let mi go face the audi..
duH!!..
wass the problem with technical student.. the most chaos ah beng ppl...
stupid meh..duh!!..cant b bothered saes so..
dun tell mi u stupid i clever..
u think i 3 years old meh ...cant see meh ..
wad clever clever stupid stupid ... sarbor mi..
nvm.. make sure u 3 regret.. we stil lgot 1 year 4 months together...
tk care hor .. whole dae go there 2 prctical den i theory lesson thats it..
eat rest eat rest 10 mins 1 practical.. den rest..
another 10 mins practical.. thats all.. audi sstaff sgt
suppose come at 10am ++ in the end no come..
sickening zzz...
tats it lor.. den night went to0 orchard late night shopping ..
suxkS... nth special.. just extend a few hours.. suxKS...
saw some transvesties at orchard tower asking ppl.. digusted... !!!

sat
wake up.. play majong with my lit bro den play a bit comp..
hmm..
den my mum cook porridge den i go eat..
just found out that my family everyone sick le flu and cough..
except my elder bro but he at re lang dao..
the place where "xia re mo mo cha" movie take place
lol den eat 1/2 ru ask mi go imm pei her shopping..
so i went lor.. den pei her buy 1 running shorts that
she using fer her spooky night cycling..
well.. den walk walk around.. nth much we went fer pool..
on the wae we packed mee siam and 2 siew mai and 1 chicken da pao
for our lunch .. den inside k pool.. when my turn.. she eat a mouth..
when her turn i eat a mouth lol.. so funnie..we 2 like
so busy lor.. hahaZ .. well 1st time mi and ru play pool onli lol ..
at afternoon somermore lol.. cause everytime we play pooll..
sure at evening to night rarely at afternoon wor...
lol den sent her back home.. cos she needa go home
prepared fer spooky night cycling den ai went home lor..
at home nth much la.. i just killed 6 "magician of love" disc lol..
cause nth to do.. so i watch it lol..

TOdae Sun

well.. wake up.. eat.. change hp ...use ercison cammer phone lol..
DEn
mi and my lit bro and my mum blue tooth a lot songs around haha
den i went to bath and taxi down to juron enter ..
meet xue fang and ru and jeffrey to celebrate xuefang birthdae....
met them le.. went to piazza hut.. after that to KBOX..
Wuhahaha... i sore thraoth with flu and cough
still can sing a bit well okey.. lol..den she(fang) went off 1st
Denz
after tat we 3 all go out seperate wae.. ru take bus home..
i take taxi to ang mo kio to my ah ma hse to eat dinner there..
Denz
my uncle drive my family home.. hmm..
after that = now writing this post lor.. lol..
well.. now waiting fer my elder bro to come back lol.. just recieveed news he now at tamah jurong going to take taxi home le.. lol... haha.. ok.. thats it..
tml got parade.. DUH!!... yes the parade.. zzzz
todae is the so called saf dae..
hence mon needa haf a parade at 7.30 sharp sucks right
Duh!!
its SAF dae.. we shld haf a rest dae.. not a parade...army..
forver so bo liao 1.. parade = flag raising..den a stupid speech ..
haf to stanmd still fer dun noe how long againZ..
Duh!!
my leg cant tahan long period of standings... they realli FxxK3rs..
btw ivan lim jun wei .. my ite classmate also in kiat hong camp lol..
i'mma private can aim him lol...nah.. just jking..
well wadever.. needa go prepare tml thingys.. buaiZ buaiZ
long post huh!!!.. lOL..
typen bu ai "lu o bin si"

eh heres everything i owe lol

2007-06-26T21:52:00.000+08:00

well.. here goes

Sundae
sundae night book in at keat hong camp den slp there fer the night..
sadist thing.. argghhhh i cant slp... actually shld b 1/2 awake 1/2 slp
whole night..

Mondae
Last night can't slp well.. den morning haf to wake up at 5115am to prepare
cause mystaff ask the a driver from keat hong to drive us there..
lol kinda weird cause normally ppl on course they go themself.. but
he specailly ask us to book in on sundae den ask ppl to send us there
he treat us good right haha....

well.. reach sembawang camp..
lol.. we cant find the place.. den we the office is closed and some
lao jiaos over there sae that they dun open so early hence we all
go fer our breakfast6 cause all veri hungry le.. lol.. den we walk
pass a warrant officer we ask him wheres the canteen and he
told us where,... we found and ate den we went back.. office opened
but said we need to go to hideout
(they named that room hideout kind of a small hall )

DUH!!!! that hideout there is near where we meet the officer and
we WALKED pass there and go eat ..Now haf to go back.. worst thing
when we go in ... we saw the officer whom we asked wheres the
canteen giving lecture.. Duh.. lame. right.. den after that..
we had theory in a air con room.. the air con power seh.. strong..
a lot of us falling alsp...

den practical ... at a carpark up at 4th floor.. lol.. and the trainer we got is the best.. he teach shortcut and fast while making sure we noe how to do..

Tues
well.. todae.. i wake up at 6.15 den bath and went out at around 6.35
den take mrt and take bus there reach early abt 3-5 mins lol.. li hai bah..
haha... 1wst time take bus there also no ask ppl just agar agar find
and so zhun lol.. ytd study 4 chapter.. and today test all 4 pratical
i got full marks hahaZ.. li hai bah .. but tml died.. cause todae learned
9 theory and practical we did 6 den tml learn 3 more pratcial den test
all 9 practical... finish le.. we go theory again.. den pratical den
test practical.. stress rite.. sianZ lor.. the fishing canteen at 3th floor
and cook hse at 2nd floor climb till sianZ... but lucky the carpark we took lift
it is not allow to take lift.. it is a MUST to take lift lol... wadever haha but .. heres are some pics

my mum birthdae cake.. lol.. quite long le.. but lazy to load up

my lit bro frenZ zhun zhun come on that dae hence together went in

en ai de parent

family pic

The Xtras lol

nxt coming up.. ai ling nirthdae chalet.. lol.. even longer.. is before
i pop de lol

her 2kg cake

ai ling and her litter bro

ai ling and her litter bro

mi and madeline haha

up nxt last week my bro gf went fishing
her results

up nxt .. the as promised $1 lame antique film camera
tat i got thru a stupid bidding lol

tats it

hmm...

2007-06-24T14:52:00.001+08:00

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have high neuroticism.
It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.
You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.
You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

SianZation...

2007-06-23T16:38:00.000+08:00

recap plus new post

Re-cap
well, here goes.. mondae.. report to jurong camp.. den ait 1/2 dae fer the rover to come fer us den i went to my unit where i b there for 1& 1/2 years of army as a combat driver .. reaxched there.. do nth filled up some form.. talk to us... get temporary pass den book out went home...

Tuesday
well.. went back to camp .. do sai gang den learn 1 tyhing in unit.. HIDE (duo )
u haf to hide somewhere if not they will keep calling u to do sai gang.. if even u dun hide u stand around there also veri awkward.. hmm.. den night out... went home.. play comp den go back camp

Wed
well... do a bit sai gang.. had a brief meeting with our CHIEF OF ARMY.... den morning hide hide.. at mulit sorrey carpark.. wait till meeting den go room to find him.. den after that go break .. den lunch.. den do nothing. den our staff willie ask us to take 2 leave on thurs and friday..cause this 2 daes nothing to do.. a lot ppl take off and lweave... hence we kanna force.. den wed got nights out. hence book out den dun need go back..

Thursdae
.. went fer gyming wif ru..cycle fer 20 mins dun noe wass the distances den ran on threadmill fer 20 mins.. 2.8km den went to do bench press making my chest hurts.. den still got a few more machies i dun now their names.. and nthing much cause ru needa go fer lessons for nokia...and den

Friday
morning went out wif ah long and ah bear to singapore land transport for a bidding thingy .. lol.. i bid a stupid lously film camera fer $1 .. and yup u are corret its $1 lol.. will post the pic up otherws daes and den went to imm to find ru ,jeff,eugenia,boon tee& Ah mong(dreamy).. we bought something there den we went to west coast.. walk from 1 side to the other side and realiose there is no more renting of bike le.. den onli giot go kart.. to mi its,kind of expensive.. cause its $16 per hour.. and just move around in WEST COAST kind of boring ...c den we take bus back to the upper part of west coast den we str8 go to the fielw to put mat den sit tdown and start eating our snacks and flying kite.. lol.. 1/2 way abt 6 plus i went off to take cab to go eat dinner wif my mum at botak jones.. cause its my mum lunar birthdaes.. after den we go visit my aunt stores .. well my bro shops will b outside hers.. well since they also going home.. they offerd to drive us home. .den ew went home.[. after that i took a bath and den i went out to meet back ru they all.. den we played pool.. hmm.. after that we went home..

Saturdae...
well. .todae is suppose to meet ryker den we went fer swimming but thwen i cant wake up.. i'm too tired.. dun noe why so tired lol.. mayb cause the gymming after that we nvr strech properly hence muslce ache hence making mi so tired lol ,... well . i'm SICKED... i got cough . sore throat and flu.. all thanks to HE TAI.. keep coughing never cover mouth.. pass all the virus to mi.. sianZ.. i hate it when i hat sore throat... i just hate anything illness abt throat and nose.. cause i cant sing like this.. ARRHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

well..

2007-06-19T21:26:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i cant sae that i already get used to kiat hong camp.. but can starting to la.. at least start to noe who the ppl ar.. how the specs do their work.. who are those can talk cock wiff.. who are those must garang with.. anyway.. this morning .. a sgt asik for vol;unteers from us among the 5 of us.. the noobies who came in together.. and for 1 min no one raise up and miu and he tai raised up.. from this on.. that sgt keep calling us to do things.. but later we found out them.. seems like he like us.. hence ask us to do things.. cause.. the things we do ish veri easy 1.. veri slack haha.. and he treat us drinks later on.. nice right lol..
hmm.... m,y bunk still unknown ... btw i am here because i nights off.. meaning after 5.30 i can book out.. but must book in at the time they gave like 11 must b in camp todae.. hence i came home.. causde got 4 hours haha.. better nothing rite... hmm... then got another sgt... he came here before us by abt a couple of weeks and he sae that the 5 of us are quite discipline ... i think he sae cause we are from tekong.. and others in unit he met are from mono intake.. cause mono intake are mostly ah beng kinda.. hence will be more fucked tub den us.. hahaZ.. isnt that great... hmm.... see how,.. mayb tml got nights out again hahaZ... see how la.. mayb zaop home again... but now.. needa prepared to go in le. ... buaiZ.....

hmm...

2007-06-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

... hmm.. todae.. wake up at 5.55 .. den slowly go bath den change den go take taxi go fetch mt frenZ den we go down to jurong camp together.. thX to him.. that HENTAI... we reacxh 1 hour earlier... .. den stay there 1/2 dae till 1 plus den we kanna rovered to kiat hong camp... and then.. i'm PRONOUCED COMBAT DRIVER ... duh!!.... stay in .... den heard news that i 25th june den go fer my drivning course ... as long as i clock 7000km(accident and attitude free) den i can get my civil license ... den ... everytime its reach 3000km... den i can get 1 x $150 .. so 7000k shld b 1 civil license plus $$300 haha.... btw.. since i'm a COMBAT driver... i... WOULD HAF MORE PAY .. WAHAHAHAHAHAc ... lame huh.. i noe lol..... well... that kiat hong camp.. my pc seems nice.. but the sgt a bit weird... and unit is so diff from bmtc.. in bmtc when see higher ranks like sgt and abv had to greet.. in unit.. dun even need to care.. den dun need to march from point to point.. onli need to walk... den duncneek wear jockey cap.. but wear beret... haiZ... kinda weird... btw .. i b getting a blue beret... AND is I GET HOR... MEANS i buy MYSELF.... lame rite.. this all army uses.. but i haf to use so much of my own money.. fuck lo.... zzzz... i still tot until how good.. in the end .. everything haf to buy myself.. i hatew that.. DUH... but .... nvm .... hope i can get used to it... now... still packeting my bag.. haf to bring in my duffle and my field bag.. a lot thingy needa to cbring in .. cause need to bring in saf issue items.. which ish like a lot.. but i dun care.. agar agar bring in some can le.. hahaZ... heck care.. .bleahZ.... hope i wld like it at kiat hong.. and i b booking out on friday and.. at 25th june i tihnk i shld b reporting to sembawang fer my course if the news is correct.. meaning i haf TO FUCKING MOVE THIS 2 BAG(DUFFLE AND FIELD BAG) FROM KIA THONG CAMP TO SEMBAWANG.... DOUBLE WORK ... DEN 2 MONTHS AT SEMBAWANG .. den finish already i haf to bring all those bag back to kiat hong camp again.. ma fan rite..... ARGH!!!... kk kk.. i go le.. needa pack my bag.. waking up at 5.45 ltr.. kkZ... buaiZ...

well

2007-06-17T00:54:00.000+08:00

well .. time really passes veri fast.. so fast.. iu finish 1/4 of my ns time le.. fast h uh.. and i'm reall feel so fortunate to sae tat i actually kanna my posting as a driver to the unit at jurong camp.. haha.. wif ivan .. well.. as for army.. ji taksss... bmt gonex... time fer unit .. at mondae staring.. den .. the chalet food qwise.. not bad.. 1st dae best.. 2nd fuck tub.. and 1st night i had diaarhoae.. 30 plus times plus vomit.. almost died lol.. lazy to upload pics.. when i got time den post bah.. buaiZ..

bored...

2007-06-10T17:09:00.000+08:00

Bored... nth and lazy to do anything .. lol.. just some tests to let ppl understand a bit of mi LOL .... l.A.m.3-R

You Are Sunrise

You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.
You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.
Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.
All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.

What Time Of Day Are You?

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.
You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.

It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.
While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.

At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

What Temperment Are You?

You Are 20% Happy

You know that there's more to life than how you've been living it.
Life can be rough at times, but most of your unhappiness is self-inflicted.

How Happy Are You?

You Are 43% Grown Up, 57% Kid

You've grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you're emotionally mature.
You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

Your Mouth is a Little Big

You're not a total tell all, but you don't hide who you are either.
You've struck a good balance between discretion and sharing.
People know you fairly well, at least on a superficial level.
But you save your most revealing secrets for your best friend... or no one!

Do You Have a Big Mouth?

You Are Not a Cheapskate

When it comes to money, you're very fair.
You're generous when you can be, and you never cheat anyone out of what they deserve.
If you have the money, you enjoy splurging. But you never overspend.

Are You a Cheapskate?

You Are A Realistic Romantic

It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...
But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.
You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets
You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

You Have Low Self Esteem 48% of the Time

While you sometimes feel good about yourself, you tend to struggle a little with self esteem issues.
It's not about changing who you are, it's about accepting your faults. You just need to be less critical and demanding of yourself!

How is Your Self Esteem?

Your Birthdate: March 23

People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong.
You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

You are 67% Aries

How Aries Are You?

duh... i always tot i'mma 101% aries LOL...

You Are More Yang

Masculine
Creative
Angry
Spring
Summer
Morning
Sun
Space
Active
Wood
Chocolate

Are You More Yin or Yang?

You Should Be A Cancer

What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous

What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand

In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection

In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support

Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure

Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood

You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese

What Sign Should You Be?

Your Power Element is Metal

Your power colors: white, gold, and silver

Your energy: contracting

Your season: fall

You are persistent (and maybe even a little bit stubborn).
If you see something you want, you go for it.
You have a lot of strength, and it's difficult to get you down.
Very logical, you tend to analyze everything going on in your life.

What's Your Power Element?

You Are Super Spicy

You're a little bit crazy, a little bit naughty, and a whole lot of sexy.
You go beyond hot - you set people's senses on fire!

Are You Hot?

You Are 70% Psychic

You are pretty psychic.
While you aren't Miss Cleo, you've got a little ESP going on.
And although you're sometimes off on your predictions...
You're more often right than wrong
So go with your instincts - you know more than you think

Are You Psychic?

Your Luck Quotient: 59%

You have an average luck quotient.
There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky.
You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it.
So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect.

How Lucky Are You?

You Are 13 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

You May Be a Bit Borderline...

Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame!
When you're up, you're a little bit crazy...
And when you're down, your whole world is crashing
Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!

What Personality Disorder Are You?

You Are 32% Sociopath

From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good.
It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream!

Are You A Sociopath?

Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 44%

You have a decent shot at being a multimillionaire. Surprised?
You're confident and a hard worker. Keep it up!

Will You Be a Multimillionaire?

You Will Die at Age 70

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.

You would make an excellent:

Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor

The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's Your Ideal Career?

....there... is it ture enuff.. tat haf to see if u all understand mi enuff a not.. to noe its true or fake

SianZ

2007-06-01T13:25:00.001+08:00

.. well.. wednesdae book out.. went str8 to imm to walk walk .. den went home... after that went home den .. at 8++ ru called to go out wif heff.. went along ..den back home at 1 plus.... hmm.. den ytd... whole dae at home ki siao ... too bored nth to do... den at evening my lit bro bought he 3 frens home... den. .. my parents was busy preparing fer steamboat hahaZ... last night early celebrate her birthdaes.. which means todae ish the actuat dae... got her a cake that surprise her.. c ause she really dun noe when we got it... haha ... hmm.. thers some pic that i took last weekend when we go celebrate sophia birthdae.. den some of the birdae pics ...

sianZ wor

2007-05-27T13:21:00.000+08:00

hmm.. this week... fridae 7 fast craft come out.. reach homw 9 plus.. veri tired.. cause whole dae keep rushing... like hell.. they quite fuck tub.. saes wanna gib us surprise that we book out on fri..but we already noe.. cause we are eeagles le haha a lot spies ok.. lol.. but they still dun wan tell us the comfifm time.. keep saying is sat... but all of us pack out bag le lol... they was like wtf.. lol... but whole dae still rush rush rush .. den b4 book out ippt (nafa test ) den go eat dinner den book out.. lame right... hai mi so dammed tired.. YEA!!!... i'm no longer PLATOON IC.. i done finish my work le.. i finish it throughout.. nvr chaos gengs to pass to other ppl.. yea.. u noe why i can finsih.. cause i kanna scold by a pig LOL.... surprise sehZ... anyway .. pass to other ppl le.. not my problems... YEAH!!!! .. todae bbook in 5.30 ... abt 6pm fast craft.. still can eat dinner inside cause book in early... but kinda sianZ hmm.. wadever.... nxt week.. heard that tues .. company 24 km (mi onli 12.. cause i walk till 12km onli LOL) den wednesdae bookout... den sundae den book in.. dun noe real a not.. io onli noe that.. if is sundae book in.. den left 1 more week and 3 daes 2 daes den i'mma outtas tekong le..... if nth happens.... 13th june.. night go chiong.. haha... chiong till siao till mad till happi.. LOL... rest heck care play 1st den sae lol...

anyone free on 13 junth.. wednes night? wanna join mi and my platoon matez chiong? tell mi haha.. hereby... str8 invite => xiu ru , judi & kelcy , jeffrey and puppy lol... lamme huh? but finally can let hair down le lewh..must b happy hahaZ..

tats it.. go prepare le... buaiZ

zzz

2007-05-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

sianZ.. this week were kanna sabor to b ic.. but now .. kanna sabotage 2nd time .. oon mates i also jokme wif ask mi why i talk so little and so stress den dun joike any more.. stress u noe.. some more those fxxker dun cooperate ... sianZ... fxxk lor...being platoon Ic is veri stress de lor.. even my those platt well the photo ... are heres... zzzz

and this dogggy... called tiger.. long time no see him.. dun noe hos he now..

lol.. going back ltr le.. my bunkie haha

2007-05-06T12:56:00.000+08:00

lol... 1 week of rest and play.. finally going back to tekong huh... hahaZ... ltr must leave earlier to get to library to borrow some books.. if not.. will die inside.. cause mon - wed.. got nth.. cause they having SIT test... den all we needa do is to do area cleaning fer our bunk .. lol... can u imagine? 3 daes fer us to clean our bunk.. so.. wad kinda expectation will that ps calvin haf? lol.... nxt book out i shall post some photos taken from field camp and the VS session of our commanders and us outside LOL.. as in OUTSIDE haha... stay on LOL.. fer the pics lol.... hmm... kkZ. nth to sae le.. last night change a new blogskin.. nice? lol.. special huh... on screen leh ... doesnt ppl always sae.. life 's movie ? lol.... now i can sae... my blog's a movie too.. LOL...... well cyaz tk care

yeah

2007-05-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

sianZ...

dun noe wad to do.. but time passed so fast.. veri cmn de lor.. 1 week blk leave so fast ending... lol... hope ... i GET DRIVER.. den i dun need to go outside learn liao.. cause ru alrady starting to learn praical of the driving thingy liao .. den judi at final theory liao.. so stress leh... haiZ.. if i didnt get to driver meaning i haf to fork out money to go and learn .. a waste of time and money.,. some more i b slower den them .. sianZ rite.. haiZ... hope i b driver and get enough clicks to get the liense haiZ.. sianZ.. btw.. my bro setting up a mobile counter ... hope his business will b very good and todae he go indonesia .. hope he b safe... cause indonesia is also quite fuck tub from wad i heard..

btw .. if todae onwards u all felt sad or depress...
go on and find this jap drama
named "1 litre of tears" or "tears"
han yu ping ying
"yi sen de yan lei" or "yi gong sen de yan lei"

the main actress Erika Sawajiri.. ...
its abt a fucking illness tat human are still unable to treat. that illness called.. "ji zui xiao nao bian xin zheng" "Spinocerebellar Degeneration" ..
its a illness whereby..u slow lose control of ur body as in ..
u started by falling easly but abnormaly cause normal ppl fall..
they will use their hands to break.. but she cant.. den .. slowy will haf difficulty to walk.. talk... write... and even swallow... its veri sadistic.. cause the girl is a veri hardworking and guai girl.. and illness just found her.. kinda of sad cause shes only 15.. and she fight wif the illness till shes 25.. thing is.. this is a real stories.. they did this movie by the record of her diary... and i think she died in 1963 .. sad right... shes a veri strong girl.. cause a lot ppl wld rather die den to go throu wad she had ..

after u see this show.. i b sure that u will cry.. but remember come to think of it.. after wad shes gone thru and she struggle till e end and compare with wad u are competing wif.... i can tell u.. we are just small case to her.. i hope u peepz who saw this can go see and intro to ur frenZ.. ..
and

i hope i can as strong as her ...
by: pom pi pi haha

ohaiyo

2007-04-30T20:25:00.000+08:00

... sianZ.. am so bored.. nth to do.. am watching an anime which is 10 years old but i didnt noe it b4.. intro by a lot ppl.. named "flame of recca " haha.. abt past future and modern human ... quite lame huh ... but not bad LOL.. i likes ninjas afterall.. haha.. so sad now naruto and bleach i catch up liao..; have to wait them to post 1 new episode per week... so starting to catch flame of recca... i wonder that anime got how mani episode LOL... hmm.... dun noe wad to sae... bye...

lol

2007-04-29T14:42:00.000+08:00

lol .. am back le... got 1 week block leave seh.. very free.. haha anyone wwanna ask mi out ? lol... am... thing settle.. lol .. that weeling 's not there le.. so.. nvm LOL... hmm... dun noe wad to sae.. hard disak spoilt cant play wow... den anime haben come out.. NTH TO Do.>>>>

lol...

2007-04-08T21:54:00.000+08:00

haha recently am going mad fer green color .. also dun noe why.. i think i going to get 2 new cap of blue and green color haha... well.. this book out.. 4 daes.. thurdas till sun.. 1 feelings has been troubling mi throughtout... a new feeling i had never experienced b4.. .. can anyone help mi ?

i noe this person fer quite long and then suddenly this week i keep feel like asking this person out.. and thing is .. this person ish busy.. and dun noe why.. this feeling came... its like.. zzz why so busy can go out wif others not mie.. den i can like get so pissed off... hmmm... wad is this? ... am i too much as in like wannna stop this person from having others frenZ??... haiZ.... stressssed ....

2007-02-25T03:08:00.000+08:00

there u go !!

yoyoz

2007-02-06T14:52:00.000+08:00

lol.. wonder why i can post ? lol.. cause i on mc.. todae last dae.. i got 3 daes mc.. den tml i returnin back to camp early in morning le.. haha. but baclkk in camp i day one also cant excersixe lol.. lame huh.. well.. last week whole week excersize den sat i still kanna 24hrs guard duty.. lucky i get the sentry... lol.. stand there do nth... but still tiring.. cause 30 odd hrs without slp.. u sae tired a not..den i reach home... went to see prvt .. got fever.. lol.. he gave mi 4 dae..i sae 3 enuff... LOL... mi guai kia kayz.. LOL... lame huh.. lol..den rest art home whole dae .. kept watching bleach.. now at eps 76 le.. fast huh.. LOL.. den hana kmi wait longer denc i go see LOL... den maple.. keep hunting sb.. got 4 sky blu sb.. and 4 aqua and 2 dark sb.. hunting 4 more dark.. so sianZ.. 1 hour den get 1 dark ..fight till slpy... LOL... so am going to watch bleach LOL. buaiz.... ask mi out during new year bah.. go run .. go gym .. go eat.. go swimming .. all can..LOL...

lol

2007-01-21T03:19:00.000+08:00

hey

had a change skin again lol.. quite bored.. nowadaes cause book out nth to do except at home see bleach eps from youtube.. lame huh.. haiZ... nth to do .. fri suppose to book out i go volunteer fer guard duties.. cause if now do le.. den during chinese new year dun need do liao.. good right LOL.. so of course do now la.. so book out sat... now ish sundae morning 3.21 am le.. lol.. later 7pm need to b at par sir ris den go back to tekong le.. fast huh... a dae gone like this... LOL..

wahahha

2007-01-13T03:00:00.000+08:00

yoyoz.. book out book out dae.. haiZ... shldnt i b happy? but... ..haiZ.... at tekong i missed home.. at home i rather at tekong... cause theres always quarrel

my farking fuck tub life

2007-01-01T19:21:00.000+08:00

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
1/1/2007

I HAF A FARKING SPLITTING HEADACHE ...

NEW YEAR... peeps always sae tat new year.. its time to forgive and forget .. BUT in reality .. how many ppl did tat.. C'MON face up the facts.. i really cant stand le... human .. how long arf we going to fake ignorance to our own self... can we even face ourself.. why muist we even hide our own feeling to ourself... so pathetically .. is that human .. is that wad humans shld do ... sometimes i rather i b a beast at least i can scream roar or wadever freely .. but now.. i cant even scream yell talk freely... hey .. peeps... tell mi how pathetic is that... haiZ..... from now on i promise i will change the choice of my words.. cause.. nowadaes a lot ppl use words to hurt mi... it really hurts.. realy pain .. makes mi wanna cry out.. feel like dagger straight to ur heart mercilessly....... !!!!!!

the 1st dae of 2007.... is alrdy so bad fer mi le.... how to life on...... a mystery......

ytd ish history ... tml ish happening... tyml ish mystery.....

lol new year lor

2007-01-01T03:09:00.000+08:00

well .. new year le
hope all bad things end le..cause there goes dog year.. haha.. the bad year for all dragooons.. LOL.. haha.. 1st..happy new year to those who seen my blog yea yea.. kudos LOL.... 2nd.. hope u all will continue to see my blog ..LOL>.... 3rd.. hope i haf good relation in army.. i mean frenZ and sergent.. and hope i can get to driver unit.. OUT OF TEKONG IN SING MAIN ISLAND.. LOL... lol

my hopeful resoluion... cut down mt waist size to 34 by this year.. yea.. haha.. if i succeed i will buy a billabong jacket to encourage myself.. haha... regardless how ex.. eh eh .. haha

and save 50 dollars from my ns pay starting latest the 4th pay of my army pay.. hahaZ

yoyo

2006-12-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

well... haha.. happi early new year peeps.. am here again.. happy.. lol..this means i've booked out again.. well... ya..

(craps)<- forgot wad to put

well... life in army let mi summarize e 3 weeks... well.. had fun .. and laughter , peace and joy.. and a bit of unhappiness BUT.. all solved.. haha.. army.. really makes a person more mature.. i believe i will start to really think deep le.. no more shallows thinkings... haha... well.. cant believe that when i actaully think back my 1st yr of ite life... i'm actually that childish .. but now.. no more.. will try to b more mature.. but still craper LOL...

hmm.. dun noe wad to post le... will try put in a pic of mi in the next post.. the botak mi ..LOL

我不会怪你对我的伪装天使
在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤

小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样
飞翔你想去的地方
就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

my fark tub lifes hahaZ

2006-12-25T12:26:00.000+08:00

merri xmas my frenZ and anyone who see my post...

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

am going back this evening ... well... kinda sad.. but... using most of my time to play computer lol.. cause i cant play on mon to fri haha ... bleahs.. tk cARE and whenever miss mi.. sms mi .. i will try top reply u asap.. most probably arouind 9 + to 10+ if u sms mi after 10.30pm.. i might have to wait till nxt dae to reply u .. haha.. so is better to sms b4 10.30 pm.. get tats dudes... bye... haha

haha from taipei to beijing

2006-12-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

从台北到北京
词：石欣卉
曲：A. Powers, P. Lagerman, L. Rafn

从台北到北京
我就爱新鲜加刺激
失恋的舒缓途径
尽情 Party
灌 Flaming Lamborgini
来几杯 Bloody Mary
一触即发的火力
我准备翻天覆地

从台北到北京
我就爱新鲜加刺激
失恋的舒缓途径
尽情 Party
灌 Flaming Lamborgini
化身为 Bloody Mary
一触即发的火力

我在你身边你总是随便无所谓
关系里的一切都已降到冰点
手分了我很 relax 我脑袋也很空闲
花心大少爷我要你槌心肝后悔

从台北到北京
我就爱新鲜加刺激
失恋的舒缓途径
尽情 Party
灌 Flaming Lamborgini
化身为 Bloody Mary
一触即发的火力
我根本不需要你
也根本无关爱情
我再也不需要你
绝口不提爱情

眼前的兄弟我跟你不熟也不亲
瞄多几眼美女心就乱了频率
眼睛占一点便宜忘了女友的甜蜜
当心两头不着岸你三思而后行

从台北到北京
我就爱新鲜加刺激
失恋的舒缓途径
尽情 Party
灌 Flaming Lamborgini
化身为 Bloody Mary
一触即发的火力
这不是谁都可以
我不是来者不拒
我不会降低自己
更不会伤害自己

Woo wo o

从台北到北京
我就爱新鲜加刺激
失恋的舒缓途径
尽情 Party
灌 Flaming Lamborgini
化身为 Bloody Mary
一触即发的火力

从台北到北京
我就爱新鲜加刺激
失恋的舒缓途径
尽情 Party
灌 Flaming Lamborgini
化身为 Bloody Mary
一触即发的火力
这不是谁都可以
我不是来者不拒
我不会降低自己
更不会伤害自己

lol

2006-12-23T11:35:00.000+08:00

hahaZ...
finallly... 2 weeks finish le wahaha... my 1st book out... hmm.. bored..nth to do ... .. hmm... no mood to type.. so bye.. LOL

haha

2006-12-08T15:26:00.000+08:00

well...

(On Goings)
wake up.. 1st thing .. got a called to call mi go pray.. (tai shui ).. wa liew.. so sianZ... den met up wif bro den go pray.. den come home.. use comp hahaZ... tonight will b haf my maple 1st guild outing.. but is outing in maple haha ..it shall b fun.. LOL.. at el nath.. lol.. wonder wad will b be fighting over there... got some news... tat tonight my dad might bring mi out to go get a charm fer mi.. actually dun feel like going.. it sucks.. hope wun crash wif my guild outing time.. and den my auntie also coming over to gib mi a ang pao to wish mi good luck.. duh .. cant u do it anyt dae.. must b last dae meh.. idiotic... .....

well.... army life.... a lot tips given to mi .... hmm... still hopw i b driver haha... den ...ppl sae i sure will miss my ic haha.. .. i think so too.. lol... i thing i'm sure abt myself.. that is.. if i am able to tahan this 2 years... my life after army wld b easy.. haha. i mean which part of life can b harder to force to work for govt.... worse still.. a lot stupid officer.... lamer.. huh... ppl ask mi why dun i sign on .. for goodness sake.. if can dun go.. i wun go le.. still sign on.. sing on at least also 3 yrs wor.. wad the hell i wan sign on for.. some more.. my result aint a lvls or diploma.. its just nitec... sign on also low pay.. lor.. useless... a waste of my time.. well... maple.. bored.. so save t for tonight.. pko... updating .. so cant play... haiz.. nth to do.... think i wun even miss any ppl bah.. cause if is bestie.. well.. during 2nd year rarely meet i also nvr miss them too much.. so wun miss so la.. fer nitec.. ar... suan.. le...... 2 whole yrs and non even noe wass i'm thinkin .. good.. huh... 2 whole yrs wif some frenZ and u cant find a good frenZ inside.... none.. noe wad u thinking.. how u thinking... suanZ le..... why the hell even bother to miss them.. when speaking to them alone i might vomit blood..... !!!...

well.. my last time to type blog.. untill at least 2-3 weeks ltr.. if i aint wrong.. christmas i might b out.. den celebrate wif u all bah...
a litte thx to :
judi ,ryker ,jeff ,ryan ,chun hao , xing rong ,roger ,ah boi ,maple frenZ ,von ,enxi ,my auntie and my parents

for the cheer and support and tips for army.. haha...

buaizz..... see cha on christmas

haha

2006-12-02T14:53:00.000+08:00

well well..
ytd went to suntec to meet judi , ru , ryker, jeff and roy... wow.. a log time since i saw roy and she still underweight and he look so thin... and kinda weak. a bit like wind blow he fly.. and fer ru.. quite same haha and fer judi ...well.. she's a bit thiner but she also look veri qiao cui compare to last time.. can see she work quite hard fer her studies.. hope she pass all 3 years in superb flying colors.. and fer jeff .. he look same.. but can see his quite stress and busy nowadaes compare to last time and ryker.. LOL.. he's fitter a bit haha... good job.. keep it up.. haha at least u did wad u told mi.. u said u wanna build up ur muscle.. .. now can see ur chest muscle bigger lol.... .. mi ar... still the same bah .... haha

Ate beppu ramen.. from a restuarant in suntec named beppu ******* restuarant lol... (**** is because i dun noe LOL)... its nice.. i help them advertise.. their unagi ramen nice.. haha.. but try it without chilli so u can get the real taste of the soup.... cause if u add chilli it totally coverded the taste of the soup.. a bit sad la.. cause that soup is rich in flavours

well.. army.... 6 and 1/2 more daes from now..... haha.. dun wan pl to count down.. i count down myself.... norally count down is fer something good like new year eve or chistmas eve or wad.. fer mi.. its enlistmen... kinda pathetic huh... haha

hmm... later going over to my auntie hse to help her frying some food fer my cousin 21 birthdae haha.. she having buffet todae..
eh eh .. todae can eat hao liao again.. and tml morning work. .den sun night my grandma birthdae ... can eat big feast again .. LOL.. kinda lucky huh,.... going in army got so many feast LOL... .. well.. tats .. all ..byebye

Haiz....

2006-11-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

... well well... as ppl is counting down fer the zouk out party... its actually counting down the time i still haf my freedom b4 the govt gets it... haiz.... 2 yrs..... 15 weeks bmt..... rest unknown..... lets just hope i b safe... wah hahaha.... haiz... althou its last dae.. but classmate still sux... why huh.... normally ppl wun cherished the last dae at least.... no matter wad.. also same class 2 yrs... but they ai ya.... and den ppl wanna mi organise farewell pty fer myself and invite them.. but... like no ppl wanna go except her... wad sld i do ? tell her cannt ? so weird,, noe who ish she?.. shes my senoir captain from rtc ... wad shld i do haiZ.....

a gentle reminder... or telling u all or wadever well ...
mi, robin, lobin , devi , robben & etc etc..

2006
12
09
at tekong camp 1..... 10.am .....

..... so dun sae i no tell anyone i going... army..... haiz.......... army life... the bald life... the no freedom life..... the hard life....... ...... BUT
am going to enjoy my life now la..... wahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhaaaa.....

2006-11-29T15:02:00.000+08:00

i'm so damned bored!!!.. nth i'm thinkin ish go correctly.. haiZ... nvm.. at least.. e part wif connie go along well... hope everything stills e same.. and hopes i b lucky enuff to get a driver license inside.... well.... rest unhappiness dun wish to sae le... but fer the time being i wun forgive her.. dun worries... had too much of her le... had enuff of her... she suX... basically ..... i can nvr 4get that kind of control she wans over frenZ... haha.... sadistic.. and pathetic ish wad i can tell her........

yoyo!!

2006-11-19T23:26:00.000+08:00

haha...
backie from genting highlands lo.... wahahhaha

(On going.)

well imma backie and veri happy from the trips. its fruitful and my money not enuff to use argggghhh
hehe .. my prize tata... bought from there...

hehe... taken 190+ photo.. will up load some nice one nxt few daes

...

2006-11-13T21:39:00.000+08:00

(On Goings)
went sch .. gone fer pe.. eat breakfast.. meet ivan.. mad... go class... den went eat..... den go jean sign leav form and go lavender den go bugis and den lavender den go home...

(Pissed off)
i dun understand how someone can let so many ppl disappionted and him himself dun noe.. and still act til lso big... SINCE.. i cant lead well and cant hold my anger well.. i jolly well do my last part of job tat still save mi last bit of respect.. i LEt out my farking leader post of jean project
.. who wans who takeit.. i dun wan care.. dun wan think . u all tihnk so easy lt u all do .. i dun wan my hair to drop more.. my hair to white more.. any longer ppl might think i use whitener on my hair...... why shld i ever b so kaypo since the whole grp dun care.. ask urself.. how many chance i give u ... latha project.. send sms call all come to do.. in the end.. anyone do ? in then end also i start doing... do half le.. throw to u all den u all do ... when i doing nad u all noe and when i asking u all for comments.. and either of u ask den i need help ? all also i do... research 3 thing.. party world.. kbox ktc... 1st 2 i do ktv sae cant find.. i sae suan le.. still not enuff.. how much u all ask from mi ... might as well i self do and decide den gib u marks can le..
u all need do meh .. and jean project.. ..i wan discuss 1 thing.. 1 argue there.. 1 duno act noe.. and play game keep wanting to go get ticket .. 1 keep watching youtube.. wad am i ... ? leader? a leader with no autories and no respect.. how many fucking times uall run and do ur own things and how many time si fucking call u all back.. leader so wad.. so leader means i do all ? call u make a call... my hp bills expensive.... my fucking problems? a leader is there to guide and separate jobs out to everyone to do.. not to let himself die... wad am i doing now? choosing a leader post to let my self die ? everything dun wan care.. must i b the 1 to ask anything 1st den u all can talk ? must i ? think abt it.. its really tiring... not telling u str8 is gibing u face... not that u are.. right.. sicne u are so comfirm den u NVR LET ANYONE DOWN aka DISAPPOINTED.. de let it b lorz... i also dun wan care le.. act fer all u wan.. if u think its so easy i jolly well let u get the post back i wun b so bhb to hold down the positions.. dun worry... rmz project.. most i do ... latha.. most i do .... jean ... also i plan a lot... suanZ le.. all think u all gib ideas can le.. ideas is jut ideas still haf to do it out aint easy... sae wad can call hao they all help.. but no one asking them to help.. and in fact they not free to help ... so how? my problems again ? pls think ... if u think u are so right.. nvm .. all my fault happy? suan le... i dun wan to care so much le... anyway going to enlist soon.. dun wan all this to folo mi throught 2 yrs of my army... ... a piece of advice.. tihnk b4 u sae something...think.....!!!

(lyrics and jokes and ridde fer e dae)

dun tihnk i got moood to tihnk or find or wadever todae... sorri... and btw i doubt got ppl see....

YoYo

2006-11-07T12:31:00.000+08:00

sianZ

(On Goings)

seems like quite long no update.. quite lazy to update cause veri pissed off and sianZ ... hmm... ... pko.. i got 3 charc le.. lvl 27 herbalist and 17 swordmans and15 explorer... explorer so ma fan.. need the coral energy and sp.. so ma fan.. sianZ... anyway ..... todae ish tuesday.. thurs will b going out to chiong LOL... i think i will b veri "feng".. HOW.. lol.. need to bring some sedative to calm mi down if i tooo high.. lol..ltr heart attk...look forward to that and genting.. woooooo.. so fun ... hehe ....... hmmm.... now in class.. nth to do .. ltr go update nannies bloggy...

(Lyrics Fer E Moment) change name**

lazy to find LOL... nvm lo.. LOL..

YoYo!!!

2006-11-04T13:42:00.002+08:00

haha

(On Goings)
yoy.. think i got 2 daes no b log liao huh hahaZ... dunno la.. veri lazy.. dun even feel like working now... dun haf the chionging work feeling... mayb cause going to enlist le hence now onliy got that lazy and playing mood.. well.....anyway.. been playing pirates online and throw maple into refrigerator for a while le.. got real bored of playing maple..so keep chiong pirates online.. and my stupid bro keep challenging mie.. so idioic.. wadever... now in k-ing mood.. singing at my comp LOL... now => li sheng jie _-_Zhui Jin........haha... btw ltr going work... so sianZ.... i wan work factory night shift.....i need money fer my gentings trips.....

(Pissed Off Of E Dae)
... nth fer now worz... i ihnk nxt time i better post blog 1st thing i use comp.. so will not pissed off... lol

(Lyrics Of E Dae)

Title : 紅模仿 Hong Mo Fang
曲：周杰倫
詞：周杰倫
Translation: Ling - www.jay-chou.net

中國風的歌曲　有增無減
是好是壞　問方文山最清楚
從娘子唱到雙截棍　東風破到髮如雪
路走來始終如一　多樣的曲風　獨愛中國風

我堅持風格　我活在我的世界
誰都插不上嘴　唱反調　是我的本性
出奇不意是我的個性　就算我站在山頂
也只不過是個平民老百姓
但我的肩膀　會有兩塊空地
那就是勇氣與毅力　我要做音樂上的皇帝
哼哼哈兮　哼哼哈兮
哼哼哈兮　哼哼哈兮
下坡的路　不費功夫　
別人已經幫你鋪路

但我選擇上坡　因為我取名叫自負
謙虛和那虛偽　就差一個字
有時有點分不清　因為我喜歡真實的自己

＊我不能夠後退　因為不是綠葉
如果只是點綴　願當皎潔明月　
小草等待風吹　不用靠你的背　
假如天會很黑　我會請嫦娥奔月

為什麼寫這首歌　我現在還找不到動機
不過用心聽下去　你會覺得更有意義
如果你對未來產生恐懼　眼前霧濛濛一片
那是因為你沒把眼鏡給擦乾淨
勇敢走下去　這首歌會陪你前進
我常常在想　宇宙只有一顆太陽
為什麼我的影子這麼多　這麼像

戰勝幻象　和我一樣　喜歡模仿的朋友們
祟拜是件好事　欣賞是種美德
但走在我後面　我很擔心　別人會看不見你
到最後只是一個接一個的分身
這樣的鼓勵　是否太直接太諷刺
老師在講　到底有沒有在聽啊
我告訴你　做自己勝於跟太緊
最大的敵人就是那內心的自己

＃哎呦哎呦喔　哎呦哎呦喔喔
哎呦哎呦喔　哎呦哎呦喔喔　
哎呦哎呦喔　哎呦哎呦喔喔　
哎呦哎呦喔　哎呦哎呦喔喔

zz

2006-11-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

Yo!Yo!

(On Goings)

wake up.. pack my lunch box..then slowly bath and went to sch... bus super crowded .. wait till little india den lesser ppl den can sit ... so sianZ...... reach sch ... late 1 hour.. went in .. den found out ms jean late.. so she ask cyclops to gib mi break till 9.30.. den i eat my lunch box in class.. den madeline sit in front of mi was like.. wa liew.. why so damn nice... lol.. den she was like... u got so much time to cook so many thing.. lol. .and she was like WA... lol.. looks like i'm really cut out fer shatec.. LOL..
den jean came.. we start do project.. and i was super pissed off with XXX XXX.... den after den we let teacher see our narration den go home.. i reach home.. play priate king online a while.. den meet ryker go swim.. he swam a bt 6 laps.. and mi abt 4 lasp.. and i lazy to swim LOL.. den rain become bigger.. and the life guards clear pool .. we cant swim.. waited i n shelter a while and found out the rain wun stop for a while hence we went to west mall.. den return and borrow books.. den we went to eat.. i hate kway chup.. dry haha.. the aunty attitude.. but their food nice.. no nvm la.. den i had a bowl of bo bo cha cha cold 1... recenty likes to eat that.. den went home... continue play pirates online

(Pissed Off Of E Dae)

ma de.. that XXX XXX = zhi min.. so damn idiot.. the project like not hers like that keep playing games.. .. den i talk abt the narraion she dun noe.. still wan fake noe... still sae i noe but if i repeat out will 4get.. wad kind of explaination is this.. isn this crap... PLAIN Crap..zzz arghhhhhhhhh den after sch i wean go they ask mi wait them go home together they wanna eat.. BUt they waiting for alison.. i mean.. u all noe i udn like her.. still keep asking mi to mix around wif her 4 wad.. pls.. lor.. i jus dun like her stupid act innocent FACE.. i see le si bei bui song.. idiotly fucking .. pissed off.. was like.. i'm so innocent... i anytihng also dun noe.. i very blur.. de.. pls.. go fuck urself... Argh... cant STAND HER... Ever since she with thomas together.. i slowly dislike her.. now ish COmdemNed to H3ll3r le...

(Lyrics Of E Dae)** Skipped... cause wanna hand over comp to bro...

BYe......... Arghhhhhhhh....

argh

2006-10-30T13:30:00.000+08:00

...argh...

(On Goings)

wake up by ivan missed call.. and realised its very bright le.. it onli means i overslept ... called back.. 1st thing ish attitude.... like i owe him wad.... pissed off..dun wan go sch todae liao... idiot... onli noe how to sae but dun do..agrh... stay at home read death note maga book 6 and 7.. now reading 7 half wae.. but needa slow down cause i dun tihnk ru can finish 8 fast.. and so ... went to play computer.. ryker intro mi a game a bit like dofus named pirate online... ..not bad.. so can play fer a while.. fer maple.. totally bored to touch it.. even lazy to go in fame.. sianZ.... dun think can reach lvl 70 b4 i go in .. but see my mood la...

To : hao.. no la.. just testing if i noe how to use ai-yo .. but its hard if uya trying to force urself to use it.. unlkess ur surrounding ppl keep using it.. like min always scold ni na bu.. den i also always use.. but my surrounding no ppl use hard to remember to use that word.. so can onli use in blog whereby i can edit LOL haha

(Pissed Off Of E Dae)

argh.. wake 1st thing kanna attitude.. do u exen noe respect.. speaking to u .. u just pass phone to others without even tellin mi who u passing to assuming mi i noe.... because of u disrepect and attitude i almost ended up scolding enxi .. whixh ish not in our grp and this DOESN't EVEN CONCERN HER.... Stop ur Fxxking childish attitude.. b4 i do something to u .. dun wan mi to ang.. i drop hints.. this ish already VERI obvious to u ... unles u wan mi to SHOUT at u str8 in front of u.. i can onli u make mi fxxkiong pissed offf... of so many daes i never post any pissed off matter u are tyhe one to make post.. Happy? idiots... showing u respect by not telling u aint means we scared u or wad... u are just plain childish .. in fact i dun think u shld b in any relationship lest u hurts other with ur childish thinking and btw u already DID and hope u dun OPPS I DID IT AGAIN ... being ur frenZ until now.. i cant even figure wad u been doing wad do this means.. this only u dun treat frenZ sincere enuff.. u happy u tell them thing not happi dun tell and main thing u onli tell them selectively.. as in they noes this matter but onli a part.... wad are u trying to do ... i dun noe... hope u use ur head more.. not ur emotion ... folow ur heart but use some brains.. not everything can folo ur hearts.. if u rember heartless..... theres always a 2 view in aLL situations.. hope u folow the orrect and brightest one.. (brightest as in clever 1)
can sae right now ish fxxking pissssed off with u ..

(Lyrics Of E Dae )

歌手：周杰伦
曲名：退后

离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离
一幕椎心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去
被顺时针的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离
一幕椎心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季

你我的过去
被顺时针的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续》》》

我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带待续)