arghhh !
it took me 3 months even when I know of my conditions to cure myself !
and now it's coming back ! slowly but definitely ! wth is wrong with me !
I'm getting easily agitated for nth !! and I feel restless just because I'm doing nth !!
arghhh god ! I hate myself !
I've been lacking myself slack so much ! why !!! I dun understand !!
I must get my dance routine back !! after back tracking , I'd realized that those random dancing and shaking is what 's maintaining my weight last time ! since that's the only so called exercise that I have , so it must b ? but my room dun have much space for movement !!!
haiz !!! life sucks !!!
DES suddenly stop replying msg ,
am I too irritating !?!?
or am u thinking too much !?!?!
Dal doesn't seems to pose any problems anymore !
my Tao Hua yun keeps bringing me ppl who want fun !! I dun want !!! arghhh !
why does anyone I like , likes me back !! hais !!! I hate myself more now .. lazy .. fat ... irritating ... useless ... always angry !!!!! .. kinda pathetic !
drugged and eye pained ,
Sadd|3 is back !