Sunday, February 08, 2009
11:58 PM
recently a lot had been happening.. i don't know why ...
but its affecting mi a lot like someone says..
thou i says i cant b bothered.. but e fact remains
unchanged i've become weird
call me a bastard or what . i don't
wanna care cause i think i really had enough
ya .its my fault that i wanna things to end up
like that.. but tell mi ..
what uses is it that every time we go out
as a group together . i will become emo cause
of something you did unknowingly and I'm
keeping it myself so as not to spoil e whole group
mood but i still become emo and in e end..
its spoils every thing in another way..
whats e use of it..
ya.. forgive and forget..
everyone says it.. but who forgets..
forgiving is easy... but forgetting ??
"best frenZ " this word is too over rated to b use .
i don't even know what to do now..
i said b4.. I'd changed to being very indecisive nowadays
and now even worse.. i don't even know wad e
hell i want anymore..
I'm just a guy wanting to enjoy life while I'm
still young when i had miss out on my fun
when i should have started earlier ..
whats wrong with trying to plan things earlier..
and
whats wrong with getting disappointed
but no one understand ..
ya you don't know wad happen to me..
but i don't know either...
emo and moody is e new me yet I'm
trying to crack jokes and laugh in front of people
to let them thinks I'm alright ..
hey.. I'm not alright at all..
reasons??
i don't even know...
I'm starting to think i shouldn't have step into
this world.. as in THE world of ~~~
its a damned of stress in my life now.. and i
don't know how to get it now..
...
is it me giving myself all e stupid
stress to future like i did b4 ??
i don't know...
frenZ... cant even says this to them.. why ??
cause i don't wanna bothered people anymore ..
why waste people time when yours are so wasted
..
future seems so bleak ...
and
my mind 's so damned moody ..
ME
Known to all as
- Robin Tan
- Lob
- Rob
- Lobben/Robben
- Gary
- Xiaohunhun
- Ah bin
- Sadd13
- Devi(DeviHun)
- Rae/Lae (new*)
I am 20_twenty_er shi.
Born @ 23/03/1988
Am a Dragon also Aries
A Guy
Charactistics :
-Scaristic
-str-4ward
-crapper
-rapper
-cxxkster
Enlist : Dec 09th sat
PoP : june 13th sat 07
Posted : june 18th
ORDED : Dec 8th mon 08
Impt point : i am Me [plainly me]
-[* dun compare mi wif others]
--Never believe the words of others too much, or, what you will only face disappointment.
talk or perish.
DUN TAG IF U ARENT GOING TO USE UR NAME FER MI TO IDENTIFY U!!!!!