older me still cant think properly..
why cant he just find a balance between
chasing a girl and family...
why must everytime he got a gf...
he will do such stupid things...
human...
wadever...
cny... will b e time to step out
of my depression...
todae.. took a leave ..
ltr going to meet ru to go out find a shorts
fer my cny clothes..
hmm.. hope i can find a good 1..
overall..
needa find a pair of jeans..
and 1 pair of shorts
and 1 shirt/tshirt/top etc etc ~~
hope go enuff money... sianZ..
y e pay always so fuck tub..
perm staff need money.. temp staff dun need??
wtf...
wad course so i go fer.. ???
shatec??? theres one admission in july..
which ish kinda perfect..
but going fer that means i b stuck fer 3 years..
its full time... no part.. time...
most of e pastry/baking course at 3 years and full time..
kinda boring u noe.. 3 years... wad a lot of time.. wasted..
haiZ.. finish i b 24 le.. so damned old... haiz...
shld i go fer it ???
stress !!...
i hate this life ...
thou ppl sae..
no matter wad happen ..
life and times still pushes u forward
cause world wun stop spinning fer u
and time wun stop moving fer u ..
since u haf to go thru .. might as well
b happy .. not sad.. since life's so short..
but.. hard to ... depression kicks in ..