Sunday, October 12, 2008
1:46 PM
sometimes... life's realli funnyjust when u thot someone as ur gd fren
they might not treat u to b one..
its hard to care for a frenz when ..
in their eyes .. u might b even one...
i typed... "might"... haiZ....
its realli depressed to treat someone u
think as ur gd frenz but ur gd fren
dun realli understand u.. in e least bit ...
totally... not my attitude..
not why i anger...... ... its realli nothing
bout mi.... seems like i'm just a entertainment
frenZ when needed to release stress..
or no one den call mi out so i can entertain him
bah ....
or mayb...
no one treasure a joker around bah ....
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song:
zhou jie lun - mo jie zhuo album
失落非主流
mood:
totally sucky....
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sianZ.. thou promise a bmt frenz to go eat but
now totally got no mood le... so dammed sianZ...
shld i go out tonight... shld i ...
i dun noe.. my mood is so dammed depressed now...
haiZ.... Sianz arh....
why my comp see streaming so dammed slow...
why my comp connnection so sucky...
why i've only 1 person tat totally understand mi ..
why... why... why....
why must everytime let mi recover den
push my mood to the bottomless pit..
its realli... haiz..dun no wad to sae..
i dun even noe shld i talk to him nxt time..
isnt a fren job suppose to understand and care
fer ur fren... but.. how come..
is it so hard to understand mi ..??
u onli need to ask and feel u noe....
i dun understand why she can understand mi..
and yet ppl cant ...
am i tat unfriendly???
am i tat .. un approachable..??
am i condemned???
do i haf such an attitude tat ppl scare mi ???
i'm just mi... i need understanding too ...
dun expect too much from mi ...
i'm just robin...
just a 20 yo teenager....
just another guy tat need attention sometime...
suddenly tot of something den make me feel
a bit happier...
lucky... i love music..
its onli music den soothes my mood everytime..
its onli music relieves mi of my sorrows...
its onli music can understand my mood...
its onli music...
haiZ.... life.... sucks...
sometiems realli cant stand it ya noe...
haiz...
do i jealous so easily??
i dun noe.. i doubt thou..
but...
nvm ....
mayb i just sucks as a frenz...
as a gd frenz..
i miss secondary 3-4 ...
i think they might b e best times
of my life bah ....
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ppl whom i still owe pressie:
ryker
chun hao
still got who ar... remind mi kkz?
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sorrie.. my mood still isnt tat good..
hence if i forgot any owe present ..
remind mi..
onli untitled to those i told them i owed
them... kkz?
anyway .. also dun noe got ppl read my
blog a not haha... mayb i going to delete
my blog soon... cause also no one read..
dun need to bother le...
......
sianZ....
being a human sucks.....
hope i can learn voodoo
from thailand..
mayb i'll live better ......
haha... lame... ..... .......
ME
Known to all as
- Robin Tan
- Lob
- Rob
- Lobben/Robben
- Gary
- Xiaohunhun
- Ah bin
- Sadd13
- Devi(DeviHun)
- Rae/Lae (new*)
I am 20_twenty_er shi.
Born @ 23/03/1988
Am a Dragon also Aries
A Guy
Charactistics :
-Scaristic
-str-4ward
-crapper
-rapper
-cxxkster
Enlist : Dec 09th sat
PoP : june 13th sat 07
Posted : june 18th
ORDED : Dec 8th mon 08
Impt point : i am Me [plainly me]
-[* dun compare mi wif others]
--Never believe the words of others too much, or, what you will only face disappointment.
talk or perish.
DUN TAG IF U ARENT GOING TO USE UR NAME FER MI TO IDENTIFY U!!!!!