Monday, April 24, 2006
2:16 PM
.. i realli realli dissppointed this holidaes.. cause.. i realli bored .. realli lonely.. realli realli lonely... frenZ .. all are outa my life during this periods.. why.....work de.. work.. sick de sick... rest de rest. lazt de lazy.. studt de study.. dissappear den dissappear...... left mi alone.. am i so fan.. so irritating.. that i deserve this..... realli?........ my biggest fear of all is loniness... and this holidae.. 2 weeks gone.. other den abt 3dae go out.. 5 dae work , rest of the daes.... home.... and i realli meant home. .as in whole dae 24hrs .. dorr also no go out.. REALLI home.. alone.. no one.... nth to do .. bored to death.... ... haiZ.. is this a test by heaven to train my no to scare of lonliness? cause i felt everything ish pushing mi to a loner... a real quiet loner... will i b a loner? can i b 1? i bored of everthings... sicked of everythings...... tired of everything... ...living 18 years of life with no target and realli dun noe wass the point of living.. so bored........ jus imagine.. its holidae and u spent so much time wasted at home alone.. when during sch daes u dun even haf time to go out.. ..weird right.. when got sch... u wanna go out but no time.... now got so much free time.. all frenZ gone.... not a single sms was reply..and a single call was answer.... not a single message or call to ask mi out... dun even noe wad am i doing now.... realli veri bored .. bored.. bored... so if i really die yng. dun b sad.. happy for mi.. that i can end this bored life of mine....which s'pore can hafe earthquake or tornadoe to kill mi .. or even let tusnami come when i at sentosa.. to kill mi alone.. it b enuff.. .or a shark to eat mi .. crocodile also can..... haiZ.... ca n i jus go to zoo and jump into crocodile pond... mayb it does that... everything will b settle.... everything i planned this holidae all gone haywired.. i dun noe why.. like wanna swimg .. it rain.. wanna go gym nobody to accompany.. i'm realli losing hope..... evn frenZ will prank call mi to scold mi ccb for nth.....let's sae.. hows my life.. pathetic right.. haiZ......maple.. sianZ...full hse.. all see finish ... go out.. no place ,no target.. no ppl to go with..... wat to do .......................... nike=just do it ...............robin = just kill mie
ME
Known to all as
- Robin Tan
- Lob
- Rob
- Lobben/Robben
- Gary
- Xiaohunhun
- Ah bin
- Sadd13
- Devi(DeviHun)
- Rae/Lae (new*)
I am 20_twenty_er shi.
Born @ 23/03/1988
Am a Dragon also Aries
A Guy
Charactistics :
-Scaristic
-str-4ward
-crapper
-rapper
-cxxkster
Enlist : Dec 09th sat
PoP : june 13th sat 07
Posted : june 18th
ORDED : Dec 8th mon 08
Impt point : i am Me [plainly me]
-[* dun compare mi wif others]
--Never believe the words of others too much, or, what you will only face disappointment.
talk or perish.
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