>>'Anger Of The Dae'<<
some ppl always... nv try to listen to ppl.. and expect ppl to listen to them..... some pplZ... always nvr give out and expect to b recieving.... why am i always the person whose gibin out.. and not recieving... i reallli veri veri tired le.. reallly... shld i b like last time venting anger on every single little things and not to tolerate any more... ...humanZ... the most fake being on the earth... haiZ... all humans wear a mask.. a mask that onliy selected ppl can see throught.. a mask that turn every things.... EVERYTHING......Eg u are angry.. yet u haf to smile and act happy and crack jokes to other.. how wld u feel.... only ppl can insult u and u cannot insult others... only pplZ can recieve and u are always suppose to b givin.. i understand a lot ppl might b feeling the same thing.. but most imptly... u are still u and i m still mi... u can tahan .. doesn't mean i can.. my tolerance lvl had been stretch to the bottom le... reallli... but nvm .. i will not do anything.... ...
u said mi b4... ur sec sch frenZ can tahan u do this doesn't mean we ite frenZ can lor... i hear le... ... ya u are right... i accepted... i understand and i already changed for the better as i feel compare to last time when meeting u alll... whatcha more u expect.. it really ain't easy to force someone who ish that kind of pattern to b that kind of pattern ya noe...
i noe my attitude suX.. i also wanna changed but u think its that easy? .... everything that u wanted to change concerning abt ur habit and attituce.. all ish in ur mindset kinda thingy u noe.. if u change ur attitude but u still think that way.. u will still behave that way.. if ya noe wad i saying.. and so i need lotsa time to rearrange my mindset and thinkin and straighten things out lor...but do i haf the time a not. .. no.. b4 i straighten things out... ppl keep on stuffing mie with stress and problems and stupid quarrels.. u think so easy de meh .. haiZ.... realli realli realli realli veri tired...... everything suX... tml my bdae.. less den 24 hrs.. let's see how things go bah... let's hope i wun die tml..... .. but mayb got accidents ..let mi die to relieve my problemZ mayb is a kind of present to mi by god also .............
happi bDae to myself causwe i dun think iwll post tml.. cause ... haiZ... nvm.. let's hope tml a happy dae... tml will b better... always sometimes louslier... nvm.. bye byeZ....