Smell hazard ...
Heart pain ....
RwBn ~
Lonely ,
Not supportive family ,
Crazy anti bro ~
Tired with muscles ache ~
Club Till 430 and slp for 3 hours and went to ogs for bodypump and body attack ~
Pump is overly challenging ~ ( well I just hate weights )
Attack was fun ! But I'm overly fatigue ~
Mind over body only works when u mind is not as tired as ur body !
I dun think starting back blogging is good cause it's just mean I starts to keep more things and feeling to myself ~ but can't help it ~ really need a outlet to pour out the words and feeling ~ Haisss
Poor tortured Bean ~
to catch me I might still b moved ~ but u didn't .. u just keep testing as if i'm dumb .. I just isn't say ! kissed em (d) twice ! ;p 1 was indirectly thou ;p passing of pic thru mouth ! thx to natic ! :p 2 nd time I jus kisses him
on the cheek ! apparently he really scare geraint ! cause he pushed ger away but nt me !! :p hais ... physco ! pervert ! how can I b happy after doing this !! really worry the crush will drop too deep !! hais .. working later ! short week too ! cause ytd leave ! haha ! anyways ! nights !
RwBn ~
let's try ? the most it ends
up with fun only loh ~ he zhuan dao !
hmm .. ok !
let's try
asking him out !
wad the hell is wrong !!!
I dun Noe what's wrong with him !
am I too annoying ?
am I too sticky ?
did I do anything to pissed em off ?
hais ... talking to em is so awkward ~
why so ? it's feels like we are both faking nth happen ! but this prove something happened !! is it me or em ???
I realli got no idea !! and that idiot at fault decides nt to reply my SMS !
suan le ... for all I care ..
tired & dozed off million times @ work
Sadd|3 ~
arghhh !
it took me 3 months even when I know of my conditions to cure myself !
and now it's coming back ! slowly but definitely ! wth is wrong with me !
I'm getting easily agitated for nth !! and I feel restless just because I'm doing nth !!
arghhh god ! I hate myself !
I've been lacking myself slack so much ! why !!! I dun understand !!
I must get my dance routine back !! after back tracking , I'd realized that those random dancing and shaking is what 's maintaining my weight last time ! since that's the only so called exercise that I have , so it must b ? but my room dun have much space for movement !!!
haiz !!! life sucks !!!
DES suddenly stop replying msg ,
am I too irritating !?!?
or am u thinking too much !?!?!
Dal doesn't seems to pose any problems anymore !
my Tao Hua yun keeps bringing me ppl who want fun !! I dun want !!! arghhh !
why does anyone I like , likes me back !! hais !!! I hate myself more now .. lazy .. fat ... irritating ... useless ... always angry !!!!! .. kinda pathetic !
drugged and eye pained ,
Sadd|3 is back !
